:-( I hate this feeling, it seems to always happen to me. I dint want you to know this time, but was I that obvious? *sigh* I really dont know what to do.. it's like losing a friend.. and geesh. I'm just too baffled for any words right now. Someone tell me what to do.. It's finally I decide to settle down... after so long. And this happens, I guess I'll just wait and see. Time will reveal itself. *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*... You're part of the reason as to why I came back.. and right now, I'm gonna leave again cause of the army. Just really wanna know you.. but.. okies. Never mind..
Might be clubbin tonight, although I really really really do not want to go. But I owe Derrick a favour and he's been my bro since sec2.. and ah wells.. I guess I'll just accompany him but I think I'll just be sitting around or something. No drinks, no dancing.. it aint my life no more. Clubbing's a facade that has faded away. The people are so fake, about 90% of those I've met are anyways. They lie to you to get what they want.. they make use of you... so, it's definitely not for me. Ah wells, at least I found out... though through the hard way..
Okies so I slacked the whole of yesterday, just went to Parkway to buy clothes from TopMan... bought 2tops, that's about it, forgot to buy my handphone batteries.. grr... Called Brenda and the rest.. all dint wanna meet up for dinner, though they watched King Kong. I was just too lazy to meet up with them.
Anyways, went to jog 5km today.. I'm really exhausted.. haha. I couldnt even run.. think I forgot to warm up one part of my body and oh man.. it just hurt real bad joggin.. but I think I walked quite a bit.. but jogged more definitely, should be jogging everyday since I'm enlisting next friday.. (sigh.. 8more days and some things just happen) Okies.... den did some push ups and pull ups.. after that, I couldnt even walk up the stairs...grr.. haha. Okies, that's all for today's entry, not much though.
Hopefully the New Year's Eve party goes all well..
Friday, December 30, 2005
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Wow.. christmas just passed like that.. okies, time just passed like that. I haven't updated my blog for almost a week, and it doesn't feel like a week. Not really enjoying this feeling of time passing by so quickly, 9days left to my enlistment. Dont miss me so much people... :S
Okies, so usual.. sang for christmas mass, but this year I felt that christmas wasn't that special for some reason. the choir, the crowd? I think it was just everything... I tried making it really special but just couldn't get the feeling.. wore my SYF suit.. so nice. :) okies, so after mass the usual stuff.. go round hugging and wishing people yeah? lol, godma gave me a nice adidas shirt! :P okies, other than that, dint have any presents this year.. haha, but I dont really care la. After that, went to Nicole's place... and we just slacked around, ate and played really stupid games.. haha, oh and we watched "the maid".. it was so not scary la... haha(wonder who told me it was...), Anyhow, I was like just laughing my ass off the whole movie cause it was really funny.. keke. Okies so.. after the movie, we did some slacking around while the rest went to play soccer. but after awhile, it started to rain so they couldn't play anymore.. haha. so they played some guessing game.. you had to make a headband and one person would write a characther on a piece of paper and pass it to the person on the right. that person then has to guess what's the chracther he has(of course, the paper's placed on the headband made out of paper)by asking questions to everyone.. it's yes or no questions only. So after that it was already about 7am!?! really really quick.. it's madness. yeaps, so everyone went home.. Elden fetched me and he did some really stupid things.. haha, thank god nothing happened to me eh.. I dint fasten my seatbelt.. grr. okies, so I just went home and snoozed through.
Until 6pm, I woke up... went to my mum's place for christmas party as usual every year.. the food was really good.. ate quite a bit and drank quite a bit.. they asked me to so ah wells... dint wanna drink this year, don't know why.. okies, so I stayed around till 10pm, the crowd this year was just lesser and so much quieter... see what I told you about christmas this year... really DULL! okies, so after that I went to Derrick's house for christmas party and the food wasn't really that great... :-#, don't know why.. maybe it dint suit my taste, but there was just sooooo much food and drinks. There were these 2idiots at the party, one of which was my old confirmation mates.. oh man. idiots, one of them was just happily mixing drinks like anyhow with really disgusting tastes(he mixed gin with vodka and beer and that glucose powder?) and the other idiot was drinkin those drinks.. guess what? He got drunk.. oh man, did he give a bad time to the people around there by just puking all over the place... and the dog was cleaning it up.. haha, disgusting dog. So after really puking alot, that guy said "I want to sleep on the grass" and his 2friends brought him to the grass and he slept till the next morning and just disappeared when me and Derrick woke up.. haha. Yeah, that was the only fun thing I experienced there cause I was like just chatting online and watching tv the whole time. Oh yeah, Clara n Derrick argued.. but I guess they're ok now, but their relationships not for me to interfere yeah? =)
So I woke up around 7am? slept for about 2hours only so far.. Rushed home, bathed and changed my clothes and went to century square to watch Narnia.. really nice movie. although it was from a children's book, I guess the story was really really cool.. haha, you just got to watch it to know it. The tickets cost 6bucks instead of the usual 9.50 cause the church subsidised us.. so cool right.. hehe, yeah and after that we had a sharing in the theatre itself. Alvin was telling us how the movie was so related to christ's live, like how he was stripped of his garments while the lion got shaved. it's just tons of similarities.. and I was simply amazed to how true it was, someone told me the author's a catholic so that could be the main reason why there were just so many distinct similarities. Okies, so after that.. went home.. I think we ate first.. oh at Long John's.. I ordered the cajun chicken, not bad.. just abit too salty. Yup, went home after that and slept... woke up around 5 or so and had to go to Jon Chia's house for a christmas party which G2 had to carol and have a sing-a-long session with the parents. :P yeah, I thought a couple of the basses a really cool method of singing which Nelson taught me. was effective anyways.. for them to use their diaphragms. Okies, so my mama fetched me there after I topped up my ez-link card. the food was really good, the singing was not bad.. but we were just squished up. after the sing-a-long ended.. it was already about 10pm and all the parents just left the place while the rest of us stayed behind. but when we started playing our games, they said we had to pack up and leave... I guess most of us were disheartened cause we were expecting to have a stayover there cause that's usually happens at the Chias during parties.. but ah wells. Thank the Chias for opening up their house for us anyways.
Okies,so yesterday.. there were plans for tennis but the rain just spoilt it all. so the guys decided to meet up at parkway parade for tea.. hehe, but ended up eating MOS burger.. wonder that's considered tea. ah wells.. okies.. so after that we just spent the time walking around dont know doing wat beside looking at clothes and flowers.. yups. then we called up tons of G2 peeps to meet at Gelare cafe at 8pm.. and greg had to say 8+.. haha, so it was really usual or at least a habit for G2 to be late.. so 8plus.. most of them just turned up around 8:30 or 9? I can't remember.. went opposite to eat at beer garden. Oh man, there's this new claypot rice stall there.. the claypot's really really good.. but it cost 5bucks!?! can you believe it, but I ordered it.. so could try. It's really nice but just too costly. yeah after that, we just sat down and slacked around.. I can't even remember what happened between.. we just went to Darren Leong's place and played games.. haha, card games.. and some of them learnt mahjong.. haha, really funny. after that, we just watched stupid shows on TV.. I mean really stupid.. ok, we were watching street fighter.. Nicholas and his stupid ideas.. grr. haha, after that, we went to makan! and there were just 6of us left, but 2 of them dint eat and went home.. yeah, so went home sleep sleep.. and here I am right now! and I have yet to exercise.. haven't done it in quite a number of days... =( I'm beginning to grow fat.. sobx! Okies, maybe I shall do some today but the weather's just spoiling everything.. grr,ah wells.. hope it doesn't rain so I can exercise... hopefully the guys are meeting up today or something.
*I just dont want you to feel weird around me,I feel the same way too*
Okies, so usual.. sang for christmas mass, but this year I felt that christmas wasn't that special for some reason. the choir, the crowd? I think it was just everything... I tried making it really special but just couldn't get the feeling.. wore my SYF suit.. so nice. :) okies, so after mass the usual stuff.. go round hugging and wishing people yeah? lol, godma gave me a nice adidas shirt! :P okies, other than that, dint have any presents this year.. haha, but I dont really care la. After that, went to Nicole's place... and we just slacked around, ate and played really stupid games.. haha, oh and we watched "the maid".. it was so not scary la... haha(wonder who told me it was...), Anyhow, I was like just laughing my ass off the whole movie cause it was really funny.. keke. Okies so.. after the movie, we did some slacking around while the rest went to play soccer. but after awhile, it started to rain so they couldn't play anymore.. haha. so they played some guessing game.. you had to make a headband and one person would write a characther on a piece of paper and pass it to the person on the right. that person then has to guess what's the chracther he has(of course, the paper's placed on the headband made out of paper)by asking questions to everyone.. it's yes or no questions only. So after that it was already about 7am!?! really really quick.. it's madness. yeaps, so everyone went home.. Elden fetched me and he did some really stupid things.. haha, thank god nothing happened to me eh.. I dint fasten my seatbelt.. grr. okies, so I just went home and snoozed through.
Until 6pm, I woke up... went to my mum's place for christmas party as usual every year.. the food was really good.. ate quite a bit and drank quite a bit.. they asked me to so ah wells... dint wanna drink this year, don't know why.. okies, so I stayed around till 10pm, the crowd this year was just lesser and so much quieter... see what I told you about christmas this year... really DULL! okies, so after that I went to Derrick's house for christmas party and the food wasn't really that great... :-#, don't know why.. maybe it dint suit my taste, but there was just sooooo much food and drinks. There were these 2idiots at the party, one of which was my old confirmation mates.. oh man. idiots, one of them was just happily mixing drinks like anyhow with really disgusting tastes(he mixed gin with vodka and beer and that glucose powder?) and the other idiot was drinkin those drinks.. guess what? He got drunk.. oh man, did he give a bad time to the people around there by just puking all over the place... and the dog was cleaning it up.. haha, disgusting dog. So after really puking alot, that guy said "I want to sleep on the grass" and his 2friends brought him to the grass and he slept till the next morning and just disappeared when me and Derrick woke up.. haha. Yeah, that was the only fun thing I experienced there cause I was like just chatting online and watching tv the whole time. Oh yeah, Clara n Derrick argued.. but I guess they're ok now, but their relationships not for me to interfere yeah? =)
So I woke up around 7am? slept for about 2hours only so far.. Rushed home, bathed and changed my clothes and went to century square to watch Narnia.. really nice movie. although it was from a children's book, I guess the story was really really cool.. haha, you just got to watch it to know it. The tickets cost 6bucks instead of the usual 9.50 cause the church subsidised us.. so cool right.. hehe, yeah and after that we had a sharing in the theatre itself. Alvin was telling us how the movie was so related to christ's live, like how he was stripped of his garments while the lion got shaved. it's just tons of similarities.. and I was simply amazed to how true it was, someone told me the author's a catholic so that could be the main reason why there were just so many distinct similarities. Okies, so after that.. went home.. I think we ate first.. oh at Long John's.. I ordered the cajun chicken, not bad.. just abit too salty. Yup, went home after that and slept... woke up around 5 or so and had to go to Jon Chia's house for a christmas party which G2 had to carol and have a sing-a-long session with the parents. :P yeah, I thought a couple of the basses a really cool method of singing which Nelson taught me. was effective anyways.. for them to use their diaphragms. Okies, so my mama fetched me there after I topped up my ez-link card. the food was really good, the singing was not bad.. but we were just squished up. after the sing-a-long ended.. it was already about 10pm and all the parents just left the place while the rest of us stayed behind. but when we started playing our games, they said we had to pack up and leave... I guess most of us were disheartened cause we were expecting to have a stayover there cause that's usually happens at the Chias during parties.. but ah wells. Thank the Chias for opening up their house for us anyways.
Okies,so yesterday.. there were plans for tennis but the rain just spoilt it all. so the guys decided to meet up at parkway parade for tea.. hehe, but ended up eating MOS burger.. wonder that's considered tea. ah wells.. okies.. so after that we just spent the time walking around dont know doing wat beside looking at clothes and flowers.. yups. then we called up tons of G2 peeps to meet at Gelare cafe at 8pm.. and greg had to say 8+.. haha, so it was really usual or at least a habit for G2 to be late.. so 8plus.. most of them just turned up around 8:30 or 9? I can't remember.. went opposite to eat at beer garden. Oh man, there's this new claypot rice stall there.. the claypot's really really good.. but it cost 5bucks!?! can you believe it, but I ordered it.. so could try. It's really nice but just too costly. yeah after that, we just sat down and slacked around.. I can't even remember what happened between.. we just went to Darren Leong's place and played games.. haha, card games.. and some of them learnt mahjong.. haha, really funny. after that, we just watched stupid shows on TV.. I mean really stupid.. ok, we were watching street fighter.. Nicholas and his stupid ideas.. grr. haha, after that, we went to makan! and there were just 6of us left, but 2 of them dint eat and went home.. yeah, so went home sleep sleep.. and here I am right now! and I have yet to exercise.. haven't done it in quite a number of days... =( I'm beginning to grow fat.. sobx! Okies, maybe I shall do some today but the weather's just spoiling everything.. grr,ah wells.. hope it doesn't rain so I can exercise... hopefully the guys are meeting up today or something.
*I just dont want you to feel weird around me,I feel the same way too*
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Yo peeps~ okies...
erm.. went gym on tuesday as usual.. haha.. after that just slacked my whole day till about 5plus? went to church for choir.. yeaps! guess I'll be back for now, not sure about next year.. most probably. anyways, taught all the basses that were there how to sing, what Sam taught me.. so pass it down yeah? so each and everyone of them has their own personal things to correct but I guess it'll take time, okies.. so we had practice and I got to say.. the basses sounded quite good.. just hope some of the newer ones will be confident enough to just stick out and make mistakes.. that's how we all learn yeah? keke...
Okies, yesterday just slept all the way till the afternoon.. haha... after that went jogging.. I planned to run 5km, but I dint know the exact distance of running around my whole estate.. only checked after my run and much to my dismay, I ran 3.6km which is like short 4rounds around the track? but ah wells.. at least now I know the route for 5km. Oh oh... den went swimming after that, swam 20laps.. yups. It was freezing cold when I entered the pool cause it was still drizzling.. but after I started swimming it wasn't cold already..
Rushed off to Macs to buy dinner for my grandmother and back home.. was really late for choir as I had this really bad tummyache.. think my abs took to much action for the day.. cause it hurt like hell this morning.. haha. so yups, Darren Leong's mum was supposed to fetch us to church but I called him and said I had a really terrible tummy so I reach around 8:30 or so? lol... but yeah just sang. The songs for midnight mass are about the same? only like 1 or 2 new things I have to learn.. but thank god I joined choir so I could sight read! (phew!) Yups yups.. Anyways, the songs are quite easy to learn so yeah.. short songs.. or at least it's kinda repititive.. okies, had dinner.. and went to leong's place to play bridge for the 2nd night in a row.. left his place at 3am and walked home.. haha really really tired...
So I woke up around 9am this morning? slept again.. woke up, sleep.. until 3pm? den just chatted on msn until like 5+? met Herng Yih to buy my xmas t-shirt so I can go visiting in it.. it's from a shop called "newbie" in Marina Square. the clothes quite cheap and cute.. keke. oh, he fell off the bike a 2nd time(what a loser right? haha) so he's on leave from lifeguard duty again.. his wounds are infected and really gross.. wahaha.. okies shall spare u the details.
Anyways, brought him to Carl's Jr to check out the size of the burgers.. it's just really BIG.. bet one burger would fill all your stomachs. Okies.. so just went home and here I am.. but the journey home wasn't all that peaceful.. had these 2irritating filipino kids who kept singing or just saying some nonsense over and over again.. at first it was cute, but after that it just got really irritating.. but I tried to sleep.. so dint really care. haha.. okies, tomorrow's the big day! sing sing! gonna stay over at nicole's place tomorrow night.. yuppersss..
Shall wear my SYF suit for mass.. just need to borrow a silver tie from Chin Soon since I melted mine the day of concert.. haha.
Okies,that's all for today! nights!
*falling in love with your eyes...*
erm.. went gym on tuesday as usual.. haha.. after that just slacked my whole day till about 5plus? went to church for choir.. yeaps! guess I'll be back for now, not sure about next year.. most probably. anyways, taught all the basses that were there how to sing, what Sam taught me.. so pass it down yeah? so each and everyone of them has their own personal things to correct but I guess it'll take time, okies.. so we had practice and I got to say.. the basses sounded quite good.. just hope some of the newer ones will be confident enough to just stick out and make mistakes.. that's how we all learn yeah? keke...
Okies, yesterday just slept all the way till the afternoon.. haha... after that went jogging.. I planned to run 5km, but I dint know the exact distance of running around my whole estate.. only checked after my run and much to my dismay, I ran 3.6km which is like short 4rounds around the track? but ah wells.. at least now I know the route for 5km. Oh oh... den went swimming after that, swam 20laps.. yups. It was freezing cold when I entered the pool cause it was still drizzling.. but after I started swimming it wasn't cold already..
Rushed off to Macs to buy dinner for my grandmother and back home.. was really late for choir as I had this really bad tummyache.. think my abs took to much action for the day.. cause it hurt like hell this morning.. haha. so yups, Darren Leong's mum was supposed to fetch us to church but I called him and said I had a really terrible tummy so I reach around 8:30 or so? lol... but yeah just sang. The songs for midnight mass are about the same? only like 1 or 2 new things I have to learn.. but thank god I joined choir so I could sight read! (phew!) Yups yups.. Anyways, the songs are quite easy to learn so yeah.. short songs.. or at least it's kinda repititive.. okies, had dinner.. and went to leong's place to play bridge for the 2nd night in a row.. left his place at 3am and walked home.. haha really really tired...
So I woke up around 9am this morning? slept again.. woke up, sleep.. until 3pm? den just chatted on msn until like 5+? met Herng Yih to buy my xmas t-shirt so I can go visiting in it.. it's from a shop called "newbie" in Marina Square. the clothes quite cheap and cute.. keke. oh, he fell off the bike a 2nd time(what a loser right? haha) so he's on leave from lifeguard duty again.. his wounds are infected and really gross.. wahaha.. okies shall spare u the details.
Anyways, brought him to Carl's Jr to check out the size of the burgers.. it's just really BIG.. bet one burger would fill all your stomachs. Okies.. so just went home and here I am.. but the journey home wasn't all that peaceful.. had these 2irritating filipino kids who kept singing or just saying some nonsense over and over again.. at first it was cute, but after that it just got really irritating.. but I tried to sleep.. so dint really care. haha.. okies, tomorrow's the big day! sing sing! gonna stay over at nicole's place tomorrow night.. yuppersss..
Shall wear my SYF suit for mass.. just need to borrow a silver tie from Chin Soon since I melted mine the day of concert.. haha.
Okies,that's all for today! nights!
*falling in love with your eyes...*
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Okies, it almost once week since I last blogged. sorry for the wait whoever reads this blog. - 17days still my enlistment.. :S
Friday - slacked the whole day and it was so sore from gym the day before, I couldn't straighten my arms cause it was really sore.. haha,but yeah.. at least know that I did what I wanted to(more than actually).After which, I just did nothing at home but tried to call people to go clubbing at attica, but nobody wanted so argh heck it. was really getting cheesed off.. you know? always asking people out and they dont wanna go where you want to go anyways. yeah, a group of them wanted to go to cocco latte and that place has given me a very lousy impression so yeah.. dint wanna go there. So in the end, I ended up at DXO, Eunice had some vip entries or something which could bring people in for free. Initially, there was some performance due to their opening of god knows what... So we went in late cause we had to wait for Kimberly. but ah wells, so I only caught this group of guys breakdancing... initially it was really exciting but after awhile it just got pretty dull as they were just performing the same moves over and over again(swear I could have slept if they went any longer!)Okies, so after that the dance floor was open... and I got to say, the poly people that were clubbing there were just soooo not enthusiastic? After about an hour or so of dancing, everyone just started leaving the dance floor.. soon enough, the DJ was playing his music, but there wasn't anyone dancing.. what a crowd!?! seriously.. geesh. Okies, so after that, the guys decided to go to cocco latte and I was like "what the heck?! just go.."(since a couple of them had VIP passes so they could sign us in for free), Eunice and Kim went home after the DXO thingy. Yups, the crowd at cocco latte was sooo much better than the DXO one. Stupid Alan tried pushing me to this girl.. haha, but when I saw her face, was really scary cause she resembled someone so I just couldnt dance with her right? :)
After that,the whole group of us just sat down at Simpang Bedok and just ate and talked loadsa crap.. always happens when Alex is around anyway.. haha. After that I just walked home.. took about 30mins.. and snoozed through.. haha.
Saturday - slacked as usual after which just went to church for mass. After mass, called Darren Leong.. asked him where he was... so me n Nick just sat down and talked to Darren for a really long time, after that we decided to just go to choir(at least I persuaded Nick to anyways.. haha).. So we went in G2 was just singing one of the christmas carols we have been singing for years.. and when we joined along, Duane went "Basses, tone down." haha.. I was like.. Wooh, not bad.. we're still quite power. Yeah, but the choir attendance was really terrible... I think my toes and fingers could count the number of people present that night. Went for prayer meet after that,they were screening this cartoon of some goat that felt useless... and the camel told them a story of some crippled lamb that felt useless and God forgotten him. So what happened? God did give him a place on this planet, that was to provide warmth for Jesus when he was born while the whole flock was at the new pasture feeding on the grass.
After which we had a sharing session(usual usual), okies.. so what did I learn? we had to identify our "crippled-nesses" in life.. and God will always bless us with more "crippled-nesses" as we move on in life.. the purposes of these is to help us play a part in one way or another..(God's plan. =D). No matter how demoralising our "crippled-nesses" are.. just remember, you will find the reason why God gave them to you. Just so much, could be a physical or a mental one.. so yup. be happy to blessed with them, despite not knowing what they are for, you would find out... Alvin told us he has been wearing specs since he was 8 I believe? and he found the purpose of it only more than 10years later... some razor flew into his face while he was working and it hit his specs and it just flew away.. cool eh? so that was the plan for his "crippled-ness", of course there are other stuff. but it was a sharing.. so I aint supposed to tell people.. keke! After that just had dinner with some of G2 den went home since I had a really bad tummyache.. heh. Snoozed as usual.. zZzz.
Sunday - wanted to go to the gym, but my mother was pms-ing as usual.. complaining and nagging about everything under the sun. She actually started screaming like some mental patient at one instance cause she was so stressed.. crazy one.. haha. Okies, so I just stayed at home till evening and went to the Esplanade and watched the Estonian Choir... haha, they were really good, but I just could not be impressed as more than half the time, they were just dancing? Yeah, so I couldn't really appreciate their singing since I dint have the chance too.. anyways, they're like some Hi-5 gang from Estonia, some company called the eTv(Estonian Television) sponsors them and they have their own series.. so ya, dancing and singing? sounds like Hi-5 right? haha.. yeah after that, met Darren Leong and some of the G2 people,watched them play bluff and bridge.. after that,we went to Marcus' house. Initially I was watching soccer/wrestling but got so bored of both.. haha. and the comp kept hanging so Darryl couldn't play DOTA with Marcus' brother.. Darryl then started played the electrical drums and the others play bridge, so I just used the comp and chatted on MSN.. haha. nothing better to do. went home around 1+ - 2am? yeahs...
Monday - did nothing except gym in the morning, oh oh... after that, went to market to take my instant passport photo and then to the post office to send a mail of documents containing my photocopied testimonials and whatever certificates I achieved that were important. What were they for? I decided to apply for the DSTA scholarship, so I sent in my resume via the internet on Sunday? I had to type an essay of 400words in 20mins, not that easy since you only had a few topics to choose from... so I chose one that asked me to state a talent/personal quality I had and how it'd help in the peace and progress of Singapore. haha.. not easy eh? yeah,procrastinated for a really long time before deciding to apply for the scholarship.. I guess it's better to try than not to. although I had to apply with my prelim results which is really sucky. Ah wells, hope hope... yeap. If it's successful, I believe I'll have to go for an interview in Jan... woo, that's the scary one.. should I like start reading on tons of engineering and science articles? keke... hope I dont get caught off guard during the interview.. not a very good impression. Guess that's all I did yesterday... dint do much after that...
Shall post more on today later on today or tomorrow.. heh. Anyways, should I go back to G2? I dont know.. ah wells, maybe.. but I think I should be singing for Christmas as usual.. oh, I recieved a mail from G2 yesterday.. so touching. It goes "You've been missed" on the cover.. and inside the "postcard" there were many people who wrote stuff asking me to go back and all.. yeaps. heh, interesting eh.. never see that happen in G2 before.. must have happened during the camp.. :) Okies, that's all for today. :P.. I mean now anyways
Friday - slacked the whole day and it was so sore from gym the day before, I couldn't straighten my arms cause it was really sore.. haha,but yeah.. at least know that I did what I wanted to(more than actually).After which, I just did nothing at home but tried to call people to go clubbing at attica, but nobody wanted so argh heck it. was really getting cheesed off.. you know? always asking people out and they dont wanna go where you want to go anyways. yeah, a group of them wanted to go to cocco latte and that place has given me a very lousy impression so yeah.. dint wanna go there. So in the end, I ended up at DXO, Eunice had some vip entries or something which could bring people in for free. Initially, there was some performance due to their opening of god knows what... So we went in late cause we had to wait for Kimberly. but ah wells, so I only caught this group of guys breakdancing... initially it was really exciting but after awhile it just got pretty dull as they were just performing the same moves over and over again(swear I could have slept if they went any longer!)Okies, so after that the dance floor was open... and I got to say, the poly people that were clubbing there were just soooo not enthusiastic? After about an hour or so of dancing, everyone just started leaving the dance floor.. soon enough, the DJ was playing his music, but there wasn't anyone dancing.. what a crowd!?! seriously.. geesh. Okies, so after that, the guys decided to go to cocco latte and I was like "what the heck?! just go.."(since a couple of them had VIP passes so they could sign us in for free), Eunice and Kim went home after the DXO thingy. Yups, the crowd at cocco latte was sooo much better than the DXO one. Stupid Alan tried pushing me to this girl.. haha, but when I saw her face, was really scary cause she resembled someone so I just couldnt dance with her right? :)
After that,the whole group of us just sat down at Simpang Bedok and just ate and talked loadsa crap.. always happens when Alex is around anyway.. haha. After that I just walked home.. took about 30mins.. and snoozed through.. haha.
Saturday - slacked as usual after which just went to church for mass. After mass, called Darren Leong.. asked him where he was... so me n Nick just sat down and talked to Darren for a really long time, after that we decided to just go to choir(at least I persuaded Nick to anyways.. haha).. So we went in G2 was just singing one of the christmas carols we have been singing for years.. and when we joined along, Duane went "Basses, tone down." haha.. I was like.. Wooh, not bad.. we're still quite power. Yeah, but the choir attendance was really terrible... I think my toes and fingers could count the number of people present that night. Went for prayer meet after that,they were screening this cartoon of some goat that felt useless... and the camel told them a story of some crippled lamb that felt useless and God forgotten him. So what happened? God did give him a place on this planet, that was to provide warmth for Jesus when he was born while the whole flock was at the new pasture feeding on the grass.
After which we had a sharing session(usual usual), okies.. so what did I learn? we had to identify our "crippled-nesses" in life.. and God will always bless us with more "crippled-nesses" as we move on in life.. the purposes of these is to help us play a part in one way or another..(God's plan. =D). No matter how demoralising our "crippled-nesses" are.. just remember, you will find the reason why God gave them to you. Just so much, could be a physical or a mental one.. so yup. be happy to blessed with them, despite not knowing what they are for, you would find out... Alvin told us he has been wearing specs since he was 8 I believe? and he found the purpose of it only more than 10years later... some razor flew into his face while he was working and it hit his specs and it just flew away.. cool eh? so that was the plan for his "crippled-ness", of course there are other stuff. but it was a sharing.. so I aint supposed to tell people.. keke! After that just had dinner with some of G2 den went home since I had a really bad tummyache.. heh. Snoozed as usual.. zZzz.
Sunday - wanted to go to the gym, but my mother was pms-ing as usual.. complaining and nagging about everything under the sun. She actually started screaming like some mental patient at one instance cause she was so stressed.. crazy one.. haha. Okies, so I just stayed at home till evening and went to the Esplanade and watched the Estonian Choir... haha, they were really good, but I just could not be impressed as more than half the time, they were just dancing? Yeah, so I couldn't really appreciate their singing since I dint have the chance too.. anyways, they're like some Hi-5 gang from Estonia, some company called the eTv(Estonian Television) sponsors them and they have their own series.. so ya, dancing and singing? sounds like Hi-5 right? haha.. yeah after that, met Darren Leong and some of the G2 people,watched them play bluff and bridge.. after that,we went to Marcus' house. Initially I was watching soccer/wrestling but got so bored of both.. haha. and the comp kept hanging so Darryl couldn't play DOTA with Marcus' brother.. Darryl then started played the electrical drums and the others play bridge, so I just used the comp and chatted on MSN.. haha. nothing better to do. went home around 1+ - 2am? yeahs...
Monday - did nothing except gym in the morning, oh oh... after that, went to market to take my instant passport photo and then to the post office to send a mail of documents containing my photocopied testimonials and whatever certificates I achieved that were important. What were they for? I decided to apply for the DSTA scholarship, so I sent in my resume via the internet on Sunday? I had to type an essay of 400words in 20mins, not that easy since you only had a few topics to choose from... so I chose one that asked me to state a talent/personal quality I had and how it'd help in the peace and progress of Singapore. haha.. not easy eh? yeah,procrastinated for a really long time before deciding to apply for the scholarship.. I guess it's better to try than not to. although I had to apply with my prelim results which is really sucky. Ah wells, hope hope... yeap. If it's successful, I believe I'll have to go for an interview in Jan... woo, that's the scary one.. should I like start reading on tons of engineering and science articles? keke... hope I dont get caught off guard during the interview.. not a very good impression. Guess that's all I did yesterday... dint do much after that...
Shall post more on today later on today or tomorrow.. heh. Anyways, should I go back to G2? I dont know.. ah wells, maybe.. but I think I should be singing for Christmas as usual.. oh, I recieved a mail from G2 yesterday.. so touching. It goes "You've been missed" on the cover.. and inside the "postcard" there were many people who wrote stuff asking me to go back and all.. yeaps. heh, interesting eh.. never see that happen in G2 before.. must have happened during the camp.. :) Okies, that's all for today. :P.. I mean now anyways
Friday, December 16, 2005
Okies,came back from gym a while back.. did about 2.5hours today, but more intensive.. man, I'm really really sore this time.. haha. need to intake more meat for protein.Hopefully can go swimming, dint go yesterday.. haha. Anyways, I'm just really pissed right now which is why I wanna blog.
You know after 12years of education, I sometimes really wonder what the education system has taught us in Singapore, especially a subject known as SOCIAL STUDIES. we study all and everything under the sun there is to know especially about racial tolerance and having compromise and accomodation to people who are different and all those stuff... etc. etc. remember in primary school we had to learn the cultures and food of other races. Up till today... whenever I chat with people online, the first question I'm faced with whenever stating I'm a eurasian is "so which part of Europe are you from?"... I mean excuse me!?! Did I say I was EUROPEAN? can't people differentiate.. seriously, okay put that aside, are eurasians born in Singapore not SINGAPOREANS? That just simply means I would have grown up in a culture where perhaps singlish is just bred into us and that simply explains I dont "speak" perfect english, or give the impression that I'm european right? Seriously, I just feel the education system should do something.. about the awareness of EURASIANS in Singapore, it really seems we are the most insignificant race, see I'm not subjecting to any form of racism here.. but doesn't it seem that way. It's always people saying, Chinese,Indian,Malay... very rarely or none at all do you even hear the word Eurasian being mentioned. I really hope to strike some awareness into the Singapore society that Eurasians do exists and we are SINGAPOREANS too, also we do not have the need to speak "perfect" english or I should call it "European" english...
I guess that's about it, although sometimes I really feel eurasians are arrogant.. I dont know, it's just the impression that I'm given whenever I do chat with eurasians online.. It's like most of them feel they are superior as though they are "whites".. I seriously think we should be more humble people. I believe that the percentage of eurasians in Singapore is not very little.. but doesn't it seem that as though in the education system itself, as you rise up to higher levels(or supposedly better ones,no insults whatsoever).. you rarely see eurasians. I'm perhaps the only eurasian in TPJC for my batch that is, I believe I have 1junior whose a eurasian.. but otherwise!?! No one...
Guess that's all for now, might blog later.. Anyways..Attica tonight for 20bucks, anyone interested in going call Natasha at 91447161. Attica's age requirement is normally 21 but for once they're lowering it for this party, so it's really a good opportunity to see how good the club is.. otherwise, you'd have to wait like 3years just to see what the club's like.. haha. okies, that's all!
You know after 12years of education, I sometimes really wonder what the education system has taught us in Singapore, especially a subject known as SOCIAL STUDIES. we study all and everything under the sun there is to know especially about racial tolerance and having compromise and accomodation to people who are different and all those stuff... etc. etc. remember in primary school we had to learn the cultures and food of other races. Up till today... whenever I chat with people online, the first question I'm faced with whenever stating I'm a eurasian is "so which part of Europe are you from?"... I mean excuse me!?! Did I say I was EUROPEAN? can't people differentiate.. seriously, okay put that aside, are eurasians born in Singapore not SINGAPOREANS? That just simply means I would have grown up in a culture where perhaps singlish is just bred into us and that simply explains I dont "speak" perfect english, or give the impression that I'm european right? Seriously, I just feel the education system should do something.. about the awareness of EURASIANS in Singapore, it really seems we are the most insignificant race, see I'm not subjecting to any form of racism here.. but doesn't it seem that way. It's always people saying, Chinese,Indian,Malay... very rarely or none at all do you even hear the word Eurasian being mentioned. I really hope to strike some awareness into the Singapore society that Eurasians do exists and we are SINGAPOREANS too, also we do not have the need to speak "perfect" english or I should call it "European" english...
I guess that's about it, although sometimes I really feel eurasians are arrogant.. I dont know, it's just the impression that I'm given whenever I do chat with eurasians online.. It's like most of them feel they are superior as though they are "whites".. I seriously think we should be more humble people. I believe that the percentage of eurasians in Singapore is not very little.. but doesn't it seem that as though in the education system itself, as you rise up to higher levels(or supposedly better ones,no insults whatsoever).. you rarely see eurasians. I'm perhaps the only eurasian in TPJC for my batch that is, I believe I have 1junior whose a eurasian.. but otherwise!?! No one...
Guess that's all for now, might blog later.. Anyways..Attica tonight for 20bucks, anyone interested in going call Natasha at 91447161. Attica's age requirement is normally 21 but for once they're lowering it for this party, so it's really a good opportunity to see how good the club is.. otherwise, you'd have to wait like 3years just to see what the club's like.. haha. okies, that's all!
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Heyo Peeps~ dint blog yesterday. heh, too tired I guess.. went out yesterday(kinda). Met Kah Seng at the bedok gymnasium around 1030am? after that we did loadsa exercises and all the machines.. some people really dont have gym etiquette, hogging the machines by leaving their towels and doing other stuff, that's just selfish behaviour. They should be called "bastards", geesh.. anyways. did about half hour of running or so and loads of upper body exercises myself.. Kah Seng ah.. also not sure what he did.. haha, should be going tomorrow if my body doesnt feel that sore(I'm feeling soreness all over my body right now.. nice though. =D )
Okies, so I went home and snoozed till evening arrived and I went to meet my tuition teacher.Finally met Mr.Thong after about a year.. J Oh said he looks really old and stressed up while when I saw him, he didn't look that way. haha, he supposedly looks younger to me but the rest said he looks the same.. I guess maybe cos of the misconception J Oh imprinted on my mind.. yeah! after that went to eat Bak Chor mee at Blk 85, dint really have to wait long... oh, and the woman J Chia pissed off like 2years ago couldn't remember him.. haha, I still remember how she used to shout at us when we went to Blk85. ( We bought drinks from the nearby 7-11 and J Chia actually went to ask that auntie if we could have ice from her stall... haha ),joker la he. ah wells..
Im lazing around as usual today. army's going to be in less than a month already, about 3weeks or so I guess? hope I have enough time to train.. or else I'll just suffer there although everyone's telling me, I'm already physically fit enough but I think otherwise eh? Maybe I shall go swimming or something later,but kinda having a headache right now.. dont know why either, maybe going to fall sick soon. I think my body's very heaty right now cause I've been continously bitting my ownself when I'm chewing my food and lotsa pimples with pus are just popping up! (UCK!) Okies. That's all, shall update if there's anymore interesting things to talk about. =D
Okies, so I went home and snoozed till evening arrived and I went to meet my tuition teacher.Finally met Mr.Thong after about a year.. J Oh said he looks really old and stressed up while when I saw him, he didn't look that way. haha, he supposedly looks younger to me but the rest said he looks the same.. I guess maybe cos of the misconception J Oh imprinted on my mind.. yeah! after that went to eat Bak Chor mee at Blk 85, dint really have to wait long... oh, and the woman J Chia pissed off like 2years ago couldn't remember him.. haha, I still remember how she used to shout at us when we went to Blk85. ( We bought drinks from the nearby 7-11 and J Chia actually went to ask that auntie if we could have ice from her stall... haha ),joker la he. ah wells..
Im lazing around as usual today. army's going to be in less than a month already, about 3weeks or so I guess? hope I have enough time to train.. or else I'll just suffer there although everyone's telling me, I'm already physically fit enough but I think otherwise eh? Maybe I shall go swimming or something later,but kinda having a headache right now.. dont know why either, maybe going to fall sick soon. I think my body's very heaty right now cause I've been continously bitting my ownself when I'm chewing my food and lotsa pimples with pus are just popping up! (UCK!) Okies. That's all, shall update if there's anymore interesting things to talk about. =D
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Woo man, I just can't stop thinking about how great Armin is... heh. World #3, what you wanna expect yeah? Ohs, I remember while clubbing.. I was thinking if world peace meant anything, it had to be clubbing.. haha. That sounds stupid but I just have my reasons despite all the stupid flaws everyone presents while clubbing. It's really a sight, just watching people from around the world coming down to watch someone DJ and hear his/her music. It's really astonishing... haha, the english guy I met while dancing there told me this "Armin made me cry with his music" and I just went "Oh...", but ya know what.. I wanted to cry too.. haha! Sounds stupid but his music is just that great.. it just hits you right in the heart or something and makes you wanna forget every worry you've ever had in life. No DJs' gonna do that besides him for now.. Yeah.. hmms,I seem to have so much to say about ZoukOut but I just forget everytime.. ah wells.
Friends friends friends... dont you think it's weird? Its like if you're a true friend, you'd tell the person straight in the face how you feel regarding a certain situation.. but of course you'd just get reprimanded for your sincerity and honesty. But I guess that's part of being a true friend, you just gotta suck it all up and hope for the best for your friend. Nothing much to say also, just.. I'm willing to give up almost anything for my friends, and I hope to find friends like that too one day.. maybe in army eh? (hopefully)
Oh, on the topic on army.. I'm enlisting on the 6th of Jan and it's really too fast for me.. I'd most probably cry cause I haven't had enough time to enjoy.. this holidays has just been screwy for me... Haven't even been going out, even if I had.. I wouldn't consider them as an outing for leisure but rather a stressful one to settle prom night etc.?? Yeah... Gotta start training up, haven't started.. so damn fucking lazy. Someone kick my arse.. haha.
Good news! Mr.Tan told me the TPJC choir has attained 3golds so far in KL and we're the category winners for "Equal Voices" whatever that is.. haha,and they're gonna participate in the Grand Finals tonight! which is in about a few minutes.. it starts at 1945hours.. So envious, I thought I could really enjoy my holidays in Singapore so I forsaked the chance of singing, but looking at all the shit I've been thrown at and what the choir's achieving, I really wish I could just be there... Sigh... Okies
That's all for today. :)
Take care people, please tag my board ya? :D
Friends friends friends... dont you think it's weird? Its like if you're a true friend, you'd tell the person straight in the face how you feel regarding a certain situation.. but of course you'd just get reprimanded for your sincerity and honesty. But I guess that's part of being a true friend, you just gotta suck it all up and hope for the best for your friend. Nothing much to say also, just.. I'm willing to give up almost anything for my friends, and I hope to find friends like that too one day.. maybe in army eh? (hopefully)
Oh, on the topic on army.. I'm enlisting on the 6th of Jan and it's really too fast for me.. I'd most probably cry cause I haven't had enough time to enjoy.. this holidays has just been screwy for me... Haven't even been going out, even if I had.. I wouldn't consider them as an outing for leisure but rather a stressful one to settle prom night etc.?? Yeah... Gotta start training up, haven't started.. so damn fucking lazy. Someone kick my arse.. haha.
Good news! Mr.Tan told me the TPJC choir has attained 3golds so far in KL and we're the category winners for "Equal Voices" whatever that is.. haha,and they're gonna participate in the Grand Finals tonight! which is in about a few minutes.. it starts at 1945hours.. So envious, I thought I could really enjoy my holidays in Singapore so I forsaked the chance of singing, but looking at all the shit I've been thrown at and what the choir's achieving, I really wish I could just be there... Sigh... Okies
That's all for today. :)
Take care people, please tag my board ya? :D
Monday, December 12, 2005
Okies, I came back not long ago... the names still ringing in my head baby..
Nick Warren,Armin Van Buuren,Sven Vath...
Fwah! seriously, I was kinda depressed that nobody accompanied me to zoukout.. so thank god although I went alone myself.. I didn't regret. wisest choice ever in my life baby.. haha.. Okies, the music was just splendid,fabulous.. I bet it'd make you dumbfounded.. okies, there's just so many things to describe it right now.. Personally, I felt armin's just the bloody greatest.. you could hear people screaming and shouting "This is fucking good!", there were just tons of caucasians which explains the flagrant swearing.. anyways. It was indeed FUCKING good.. I drank 2cups of alcohol and I almost vomitted.. cause I dint eat the whole day, so I ordered this turkish burger thingy(kebab? that's what the people ordering called it).. Damn Sedap(Shiok!).. but 5bucks, okies.. ah wells, it was humongous,yummy! Okies, back to armin... Carlyn cursed it to rain, guess what... It DID! WOOOO! It just made the party more lively baby, everyone just started jumping to the music and screaming their lungs off like there's no tomorrow or something like that.. man, I just danced with this guy from the UK? Cool dude, haha.. but he had to leave at like 5am cause he had a flight back to tokyo at 8am. Ah wells.. so after that, saw my bro.. think his friends laughing at my dancing.. haha, couldn't be bothered.. Yeah, so after dancing for god knows how many hours it was.. haha, my legs are so sore.. time to give them a good rest. ZoukOut 2005 just rocked completely, nothing to deny it, I wanted to buy the zoukout t-shirt.. but I was too late :'( so they sold me the CREW ZoukOut t-shirt instead.. haha! still satisfied..
Okies, abit on the bad side.. on my way there and during the clubbin itself. Singaporeans really potray themselves to be really shitty people you know? the kind of impression they leave behind.. while queuing up, they just push the hell way through not as though others weren't!?! I still remember this fat girl in blue pushing pushing... uck! so fat la... den kept pushing me, like I can make the crowd go faster!?! stupid. Of course, the caucasians have their own flaws too, when they walk through the crowds while clubbing, they just literally push you to the extent that you could fall, or they wanted to pick a fight... I hope it's just cause of their build and strength compared to asians. Ah wells, it seemed as though they really did want to pick a fight. Okay, here comes the worst part... haha, there were this group of transvestites.. and I mean GROUP! They took up 1 out of the 4podiums and started dancing with their manly faces and fake breasts and short skirts, GOD! nothing could have been more worse than this.. I swear.. haha(brrr... *shivers*) oh, I seriously think they were from thailand.. cause I heard them talking and they had the MAN voice.. oh man, gross right!?! haha... yeah and you could just hear the accent to differentiate them from other people's.. definitely THAI! No criticisms or any sort here, just.. it's like, they're showing their country to be that way? Ah wells...
Just so many wonderful things to say about this whole experience, although it would definitely have been made like ULTIMATE if you had a whole group of friends to go with, ah wells. :) oh oh! 1more thing, I saw Fiona Xie.. you know,her boobs dont look as big as they do on television... wonder why.. hmmms.. lol.. will try to remember what I wanted to put, I can't remember, anyways.. it's the best experience ever man.. DAMN!
About 1week to your return... lalala
Nick Warren,Armin Van Buuren,Sven Vath...
Fwah! seriously, I was kinda depressed that nobody accompanied me to zoukout.. so thank god although I went alone myself.. I didn't regret. wisest choice ever in my life baby.. haha.. Okies, the music was just splendid,fabulous.. I bet it'd make you dumbfounded.. okies, there's just so many things to describe it right now.. Personally, I felt armin's just the bloody greatest.. you could hear people screaming and shouting "This is fucking good!", there were just tons of caucasians which explains the flagrant swearing.. anyways. It was indeed FUCKING good.. I drank 2cups of alcohol and I almost vomitted.. cause I dint eat the whole day, so I ordered this turkish burger thingy(kebab? that's what the people ordering called it).. Damn Sedap(Shiok!).. but 5bucks, okies.. ah wells, it was humongous,yummy! Okies, back to armin... Carlyn cursed it to rain, guess what... It DID! WOOOO! It just made the party more lively baby, everyone just started jumping to the music and screaming their lungs off like there's no tomorrow or something like that.. man, I just danced with this guy from the UK? Cool dude, haha.. but he had to leave at like 5am cause he had a flight back to tokyo at 8am. Ah wells.. so after that, saw my bro.. think his friends laughing at my dancing.. haha, couldn't be bothered.. Yeah, so after dancing for god knows how many hours it was.. haha, my legs are so sore.. time to give them a good rest. ZoukOut 2005 just rocked completely, nothing to deny it, I wanted to buy the zoukout t-shirt.. but I was too late :'( so they sold me the CREW ZoukOut t-shirt instead.. haha! still satisfied..
Okies, abit on the bad side.. on my way there and during the clubbin itself. Singaporeans really potray themselves to be really shitty people you know? the kind of impression they leave behind.. while queuing up, they just push the hell way through not as though others weren't!?! I still remember this fat girl in blue pushing pushing... uck! so fat la... den kept pushing me, like I can make the crowd go faster!?! stupid. Of course, the caucasians have their own flaws too, when they walk through the crowds while clubbing, they just literally push you to the extent that you could fall, or they wanted to pick a fight... I hope it's just cause of their build and strength compared to asians. Ah wells, it seemed as though they really did want to pick a fight. Okay, here comes the worst part... haha, there were this group of transvestites.. and I mean GROUP! They took up 1 out of the 4podiums and started dancing with their manly faces and fake breasts and short skirts, GOD! nothing could have been more worse than this.. I swear.. haha(brrr... *shivers*) oh, I seriously think they were from thailand.. cause I heard them talking and they had the MAN voice.. oh man, gross right!?! haha... yeah and you could just hear the accent to differentiate them from other people's.. definitely THAI! No criticisms or any sort here, just.. it's like, they're showing their country to be that way? Ah wells...
Just so many wonderful things to say about this whole experience, although it would definitely have been made like ULTIMATE if you had a whole group of friends to go with, ah wells. :) oh oh! 1more thing, I saw Fiona Xie.. you know,her boobs dont look as big as they do on television... wonder why.. hmmms.. lol.. will try to remember what I wanted to put, I can't remember, anyways.. it's the best experience ever man.. DAMN!
About 1week to your return... lalala
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Hey hey peeps~ i'm home.. hehe
okies, had a 3day chalet.. nothing much to talk about the chalet also.. I went around 9pm++ on the first night, and had lots of chicken wings.. keke, so there were about 7 of us who were there at the chalet(quite sian right?).. haha, so we just played mahjong until like 4am++, played until I think I gained a dollar from where Junxiang left off.. haha. yeah after that, played some card games.. haha... to prove that Mansfield is just slow, so it was kind of a pointless game since the loser's always him eh? haha...
yeah, so I decided to sleep in the morning while the rest went for breakfast, Huiyi also slept like a pig.. haha. Fang Hao bought macdonalds breakfast for us.. haha, okies.. so after that we went to Escape Theme Park.. I was anticipating it initially since it would be first time..(yeah yeah. slow, I know!) okies, so after that.. we went in and I was like.. -_-''' ...haha, so little rides la, I think we finished the rides after about 2hours, Singapore's theme park's really lousy, and I mean REALLY. can you believe it, every single ride you go to, there's more than half of the seats with the sticker paste "Out of Service", so basically, they have NO SERVICE at the theme park. yups, I think there was nothing much, after which we just went to white sands to get food stuff for the bbq that night, but obviously FH spent so much money which he ended up bringing home, although maybe the 5of us that night finished god knows how many chicken wings eh? haha... and not to mention the nuggets, I think 60? yups, that's how much "surplus" we had. haha. oh,this group of j1 girls wanted to come to our room to watch a movie, but they ended up sleeping in their room.. pity right? lol... ah wells. so that night.. was really sianified. it was left with me,fh,hy and hong kai.. yeaps, we were so bored, so quiet.. not like the night before. the whole 04S24 like so anti-social, the whole bunch of them coming up with stupid reasons to turn down the offer of staying over at the chalet. it's like... Fang Hao never even ask for money or any shit for you all to stay over?! you know how much he spent? it's like really unfair la.. and it's not as though he's the richest one amongst us or anything like that.. really so disappointed with such antisocial and retarded behaviour among the class.. it was probably the last time we would have anything like that anymore(at least for this year!).. after this, a couple of us will be going to the universities, while the rest of us will be serving the nation.. wasn't really memorable despite the fun during the 1st night and 2nd day, guess the 2nd night showed how some people from our class really behave. really stupid excuses.. ah wells... at least Fanghao knows he has good friends like me n huiyi.. haha(I hope!).. okies
Guess that's all I have to blog about for today... :)
Waiting for ur return... missing you but aint sure how to tell ya... so confused..
okies, had a 3day chalet.. nothing much to talk about the chalet also.. I went around 9pm++ on the first night, and had lots of chicken wings.. keke, so there were about 7 of us who were there at the chalet(quite sian right?).. haha, so we just played mahjong until like 4am++, played until I think I gained a dollar from where Junxiang left off.. haha. yeah after that, played some card games.. haha... to prove that Mansfield is just slow, so it was kind of a pointless game since the loser's always him eh? haha...
yeah, so I decided to sleep in the morning while the rest went for breakfast, Huiyi also slept like a pig.. haha. Fang Hao bought macdonalds breakfast for us.. haha, okies.. so after that we went to Escape Theme Park.. I was anticipating it initially since it would be first time..(yeah yeah. slow, I know!) okies, so after that.. we went in and I was like.. -_-''' ...haha, so little rides la, I think we finished the rides after about 2hours, Singapore's theme park's really lousy, and I mean REALLY. can you believe it, every single ride you go to, there's more than half of the seats with the sticker paste "Out of Service", so basically, they have NO SERVICE at the theme park. yups, I think there was nothing much, after which we just went to white sands to get food stuff for the bbq that night, but obviously FH spent so much money which he ended up bringing home, although maybe the 5of us that night finished god knows how many chicken wings eh? haha... and not to mention the nuggets, I think 60? yups, that's how much "surplus" we had. haha. oh,this group of j1 girls wanted to come to our room to watch a movie, but they ended up sleeping in their room.. pity right? lol... ah wells. so that night.. was really sianified. it was left with me,fh,hy and hong kai.. yeaps, we were so bored, so quiet.. not like the night before. the whole 04S24 like so anti-social, the whole bunch of them coming up with stupid reasons to turn down the offer of staying over at the chalet. it's like... Fang Hao never even ask for money or any shit for you all to stay over?! you know how much he spent? it's like really unfair la.. and it's not as though he's the richest one amongst us or anything like that.. really so disappointed with such antisocial and retarded behaviour among the class.. it was probably the last time we would have anything like that anymore(at least for this year!).. after this, a couple of us will be going to the universities, while the rest of us will be serving the nation.. wasn't really memorable despite the fun during the 1st night and 2nd day, guess the 2nd night showed how some people from our class really behave. really stupid excuses.. ah wells... at least Fanghao knows he has good friends like me n huiyi.. haha(I hope!).. okies
Guess that's all I have to blog about for today... :)
Waiting for ur return... missing you but aint sure how to tell ya... so confused..
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
okies, shall be blogging abit for today.. going for class chalet later, might swim before that. yeah yeah! hope the chalet's fun though, invited people from other classes' too.. can you imagine the chalet with just your class? abit boring la.. haha.
Anyways,been too busy talking about events that spoilt my mood the last couple of days,I guess I shall talk about my prom eh? haha..
Prom was okay, except I was blocked by the stupid pillar the whole time, so it was more of a HEAR but no SEE kinda event for me.. if I slanted my body, yes I could see but it was really tiring.. hmmms, Daniel Ong was the host and yes.. he was as lame as usual.. luckily I could take his lameness.. haha. Oh! but the muslim food was like okay for the 1st half and really disgusting for the second half.. the fish, vege and rice were just yucky. the rice felt like it was overcooked.. and it was jus cooked with raisins? imagine eating rice with raisins.. kinda weird eh? and i felt that the fish wasn't fresh although my friend said it was, but i still think it aint...
Darren Leong's been msg-ing me and all asking me to go back to choir and sing.. but for what!?! I mean I love singing.. like it's my life, but G2's just another thing. really screwed I would say(if u're from g2 and you're not happy with me saying this,den #1 - too bad, #2 - tell me off right in my face den!). when u're in the committee and all, you can SEE things and you know.. geesh, it just opens your eyes to what people have been viewing it as, it's like another side of the story. okies...
So i'm going to apply for the edusave merit bursary later, but i'm waiting for my mama to come home to pass me her payslip... zzz, so i can't go to the chalet earlier, or go swimming now.. plus it's raining, geesh.. why this kinda weather.. :(. okies, so i guess i'll be bored stiff for about the next hour or so.. den it should be okies. guess tat's all i have to blog for today... for now. :)
Oh oh, one more thing.. if any of you are going to zoukout, please tell me yah? :D
Anyways,been too busy talking about events that spoilt my mood the last couple of days,I guess I shall talk about my prom eh? haha..
Prom was okay, except I was blocked by the stupid pillar the whole time, so it was more of a HEAR but no SEE kinda event for me.. if I slanted my body, yes I could see but it was really tiring.. hmmms, Daniel Ong was the host and yes.. he was as lame as usual.. luckily I could take his lameness.. haha. Oh! but the muslim food was like okay for the 1st half and really disgusting for the second half.. the fish, vege and rice were just yucky. the rice felt like it was overcooked.. and it was jus cooked with raisins? imagine eating rice with raisins.. kinda weird eh? and i felt that the fish wasn't fresh although my friend said it was, but i still think it aint...
Darren Leong's been msg-ing me and all asking me to go back to choir and sing.. but for what!?! I mean I love singing.. like it's my life, but G2's just another thing. really screwed I would say(if u're from g2 and you're not happy with me saying this,den #1 - too bad, #2 - tell me off right in my face den!). when u're in the committee and all, you can SEE things and you know.. geesh, it just opens your eyes to what people have been viewing it as, it's like another side of the story. okies...
So i'm going to apply for the edusave merit bursary later, but i'm waiting for my mama to come home to pass me her payslip... zzz, so i can't go to the chalet earlier, or go swimming now.. plus it's raining, geesh.. why this kinda weather.. :(. okies, so i guess i'll be bored stiff for about the next hour or so.. den it should be okies. guess tat's all i have to blog for today... for now. :)
Oh oh, one more thing.. if any of you are going to zoukout, please tell me yah? :D
Monday, December 05, 2005
hey hey, i'm back..
haha... okies.. for those who have my msn and have been wondering wassup with my nick yesterday? you got almost the full story from my blog entry yesterday..
anyways,i cried my ass off while i was drunk... and i think i cried like over an hour plus. you know, it just so hurts me to think about people backstabbing and your "friends" betraying you over a girl?(who wasn't even worth it in the first place), I still remember Anthony telling me a long time ago.. "guys will never quarrel over a gal".. but I guess that's different today from where ever I'm standing and experiencing.
But I guess that hour over worth's of crying did help me in 1way, it help me to put the past behind.. no point brooding anymore. No point, yes I mean it. Your ex-girlfriend(cheryl bock) goes steady with your "good friend"(eugene).. that's still okay, I forgive that, but your "good friend" suddenly ignores you(perhaps being too ashamed too anyways) and somehow he influences everyone closer to him(alvin) than I am and that I know to ignore me too.Hey guess what, you're not going to bring me down.. I dont care about it, I guess that night.. many people assured me and I'm really glad for it,and yes.. whatever I said when I was drunk that night, I still stick to it, I'll never take it back, whatever I said.. I believe I had a sensible mind. so you know what.. believe it. I can tell you everything I said while I was drunk... just that those were secrets I would have never let out.. but guess they all came out..
So now you know why I wanted to get drunk.. hoping to drown my sorrows.. like I heard zhaoting.. haha "this one's drowning his sorrows".. and yes, it dint really work, in the end I still broke down and cried my ass off. But it's all over now. There's still lotsa people out there that I have yet to know.. and I'm going to continue being the lame ass that I was born to be.. haha.
Thanks everyone out there who have believed in me, and those that dont... cause those that dont have just made me trust myself more to strive for the best. :)
Once again, thanks.
haha... okies.. for those who have my msn and have been wondering wassup with my nick yesterday? you got almost the full story from my blog entry yesterday..
anyways,i cried my ass off while i was drunk... and i think i cried like over an hour plus. you know, it just so hurts me to think about people backstabbing and your "friends" betraying you over a girl?(who wasn't even worth it in the first place), I still remember Anthony telling me a long time ago.. "guys will never quarrel over a gal".. but I guess that's different today from where ever I'm standing and experiencing.
But I guess that hour over worth's of crying did help me in 1way, it help me to put the past behind.. no point brooding anymore. No point, yes I mean it. Your ex-girlfriend(cheryl bock) goes steady with your "good friend"(eugene).. that's still okay, I forgive that, but your "good friend" suddenly ignores you(perhaps being too ashamed too anyways) and somehow he influences everyone closer to him(alvin) than I am and that I know to ignore me too.Hey guess what, you're not going to bring me down.. I dont care about it, I guess that night.. many people assured me and I'm really glad for it,and yes.. whatever I said when I was drunk that night, I still stick to it, I'll never take it back, whatever I said.. I believe I had a sensible mind. so you know what.. believe it. I can tell you everything I said while I was drunk... just that those were secrets I would have never let out.. but guess they all came out..
So now you know why I wanted to get drunk.. hoping to drown my sorrows.. like I heard zhaoting.. haha "this one's drowning his sorrows".. and yes, it dint really work, in the end I still broke down and cried my ass off. But it's all over now. There's still lotsa people out there that I have yet to know.. and I'm going to continue being the lame ass that I was born to be.. haha.
Thanks everyone out there who have believed in me, and those that dont... cause those that dont have just made me trust myself more to strive for the best. :)
Once again, thanks.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Hangover..
I got drunk like shit last night which was my aim... and it really dint feel good. was really drunk, still am.. and I blardy wasted lots of money.. ah wells, I dont really care.
Thanks to all those who consoled me when I was crying the fuck out like maybe this morning? you know, your emotions are just more easily expressed when you're drunk cause you dont give a shit to what people think.. hahah. Okies, so now the whole world knows my story, and I bet those bastards also know it(I hope they do anyways). Curse their wretched lifes!
But then again, what's the point... haha. NO POINT! just let them have their own regrets.. like losing me as a friend!
Oh one more thing, people can think when they're drunk k? we can't walk straight, we talk rubbish(not all the time like me! :D).. and all those stupid things u think we do, we actually do THINK, it's just extreme behaviour. haha
okies.. I still feel like puking.. but.. I need sleep. and im' not hungry anymore, nobody wans to eat when you're drunk.. :'( haha
would like to give special thanks to Zhaoting,Viknesh,Alan,Fang Hao and whoever that consoled me. can't remember who was there... haha too tired la, tell me if I missed you out..
not that anyone reads this blog anyway.. okies that's it
I got drunk like shit last night which was my aim... and it really dint feel good. was really drunk, still am.. and I blardy wasted lots of money.. ah wells, I dont really care.
Thanks to all those who consoled me when I was crying the fuck out like maybe this morning? you know, your emotions are just more easily expressed when you're drunk cause you dont give a shit to what people think.. hahah. Okies, so now the whole world knows my story, and I bet those bastards also know it(I hope they do anyways). Curse their wretched lifes!
But then again, what's the point... haha. NO POINT! just let them have their own regrets.. like losing me as a friend!
Oh one more thing, people can think when they're drunk k? we can't walk straight, we talk rubbish(not all the time like me! :D).. and all those stupid things u think we do, we actually do THINK, it's just extreme behaviour. haha
okies.. I still feel like puking.. but.. I need sleep. and im' not hungry anymore, nobody wans to eat when you're drunk.. :'( haha
would like to give special thanks to Zhaoting,Viknesh,Alan,Fang Hao and whoever that consoled me. can't remember who was there... haha too tired la, tell me if I missed you out..
not that anyone reads this blog anyway.. okies that's it
Friday, December 02, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Okay, the holidays have been really sucky since it started for me.. like 25th of november? zzz
I have yet to go out a single time, everyone doesn't wanna go clubbing when I ask them, which makes you really wonder why they acting kinda strange.
Just feel some lousy bitch's behind all these play... but I hope my judgement's wrong.
Anyways, I shall ignore it and assume the guys just aint free. Okies... So I've completed star wars episode 3 and 25% of Need For Speed: Most Wanted, I dont play the whole day.. or else I'd have completed alot of my games already, I'm just taking my time. Star wars episode 3 isn't that difficult.. compared to episode1, I remember playing it at lower sec and boy did I have a tough time, but this time, the game seemed really easy to complete.. weird. haha. either that or my mind has grown over the years becoming more complex.. maybe maybe. ah wells...
Okies, then there's Need For Speed(NFS), really good game... I guess it rocks but I think the guide's not really reliable when it comes to choosing the markers after beating the rivals. So.. I realised a bit late that "pink slips" are some markers where you obtain the last rival's car you just beat.. and boy. are some of the cars hot! the next rival has a porsche c clayman.. and that's jus one hell of a car.. ah.. haha. but it's kinda scary cause you gotta raise your bounty and complete milestones and races before challenging a rival. why scary? cause people come chasing after you, and after beating #9 on the list, you get helicopters chasing you.. oh man.. isn't really nice to get caught by the cops in the game. haha... ah wells I got nothing much to say..
Sigh.. about 1month more to army,I'm dreading it.. cause it signals no more school uniforms for me. uni's gonna come real soon.. and I'll be an adult... I dont wanna be an adult so soon.. :( ah wells.. not as though we can slow time down or anything like that.
oh oh.. Okies, people who read my blog please pass the message around. Eunice messaged me finally and...
TPJC Post Prom: 2nd December
Venue: ONE@One Fullerton
Price: Not Confirmed(tomorrow k?)
Okies, that's all, thanks for de info eunice, yeah peepz! even if ya not from TPJC, please do come down? :) I'll entertain all my frens who are coming yeah? haha...
I have yet to go out a single time, everyone doesn't wanna go clubbing when I ask them, which makes you really wonder why they acting kinda strange.
Just feel some lousy bitch's behind all these play... but I hope my judgement's wrong.
Anyways, I shall ignore it and assume the guys just aint free. Okies... So I've completed star wars episode 3 and 25% of Need For Speed: Most Wanted, I dont play the whole day.. or else I'd have completed alot of my games already, I'm just taking my time. Star wars episode 3 isn't that difficult.. compared to episode1, I remember playing it at lower sec and boy did I have a tough time, but this time, the game seemed really easy to complete.. weird. haha. either that or my mind has grown over the years becoming more complex.. maybe maybe. ah wells...
Okies, then there's Need For Speed(NFS), really good game... I guess it rocks but I think the guide's not really reliable when it comes to choosing the markers after beating the rivals. So.. I realised a bit late that "pink slips" are some markers where you obtain the last rival's car you just beat.. and boy. are some of the cars hot! the next rival has a porsche c clayman.. and that's jus one hell of a car.. ah.. haha. but it's kinda scary cause you gotta raise your bounty and complete milestones and races before challenging a rival. why scary? cause people come chasing after you, and after beating #9 on the list, you get helicopters chasing you.. oh man.. isn't really nice to get caught by the cops in the game. haha... ah wells I got nothing much to say..
Sigh.. about 1month more to army,I'm dreading it.. cause it signals no more school uniforms for me. uni's gonna come real soon.. and I'll be an adult... I dont wanna be an adult so soon.. :( ah wells.. not as though we can slow time down or anything like that.
oh oh.. Okies, people who read my blog please pass the message around. Eunice messaged me finally and...
TPJC Post Prom: 2nd December
Venue: ONE@One Fullerton
Price: Not Confirmed(tomorrow k?)
Okies, that's all, thanks for de info eunice, yeah peepz! even if ya not from TPJC, please do come down? :) I'll entertain all my frens who are coming yeah? haha...
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Alright... finally the A levels are over, but not that it really made any difference. The whole experience is just so mentally draining and demoralising. I just feel that I worked harder for the O's but if I think through again, I feel more work has been put into for the A's... haha
I mean I studied for more than 12hours a day 1week after my prelims for the O'levels. but for the A's,the most I studied was 12hours.. but it was an average of about 6-8hours a day, that's all. If you think about it, I've been like consistently studying for the whole year and the end of last year. So maybe I worked harder for the A's.. ah wells. It's quite difficult to tell eh... even my godbrothers feel we worked harder at the end for the O's... ah wells. It's over.. just have to wait a couple of months more before the results eh? hehe...
Meanwhile, I bought my Playstation2 finally, with much procrastinating at the beginnning... yes i know PS3 is coming out very soon. but if you think about it, I'm also going to the army soon.. so why not buy the PS2 and play it like crazy rather than buy a PS3 and never play it right? Yeah... hehe
I dont know what to say.. but right now I'm just really hoping for the best. No regrets I guess, it's all over. And I'm very glad to say I'm proud of myself.. all the effort I put in for Fmaths without giving up, just hope my hard work pays off, same goes for the Physics S-paper, I'm sure there are so many better people out there.. but just hope I'll be able to shine. I really want a scholarship so I'll take some things off my mum's mind and mind to begin with. If that does happen, I'll be able to choose a better college too. I'm considering aeronautical engineering.. Yeah! A relief teacher told me it has lots of mechanics, and mechanics is REALLY FUN. It never ceases to make me feel happy, I'm weird yeah. Anyways, hope it's what I really want to study, but I'll be researching into the area more since the holidays have begun and see if it suits me.If not,I guess I'll be studying Physics or maybe even try out for a double degree in Physics and Maths if there's such a thing. Ah wells, we'll see when the time comes eh?
Oh! Praying works during exams, of course dont pray for good results. Pray for guidance, it's ultimately your hard work that's going to pay off and all you ask from the Lord is his guidance,no more. Dont be greedy! :) The Lord works his wonders very subtly. o.O
I guess I might be going clubbing tonight, but that really depends on my khakis yeah.. haha, if there's nobody that's interested in going then I wont go and just end up sleeping like a log tonight. My brother had the audacity to actually talk on the phone and blast his music in the middle of the night. Can you believe it? of all days to choose, the night before my last paper? ah wells... stupid fellow. Of course, I shan't be angry, no point anyways.
I got my edusave merit bursary award for the second time in a row. Really proud of myself, I've never gotten an edusave award until like after the O levels, and JC life has been just great.. I've made it to the top 25% of the school again! Although I really dint quite expect cause I felt my results were rather appalling. Quite proud of myself, make my mama happy too. :) everyone's happy, guess I'll keep that money in the bank once again... too bad no eagles award or anything like that this time, would really love to have that money to save. Ah wells, work hard work hard. Oh, I'm not being arrogant in anyway if you are reading and feel I am. Ah wells, just proud that I'm finally putting effort to my studies and I've been a consistent scorer in my grades ( other than Fmaths, Straight Fs... haha ). Yeaps, it'll come very soon.. March.
Okies, so the holidays have started for me and I've got almost everything planned up. Pack my school notes and those whatever rubbish I have, okay.. not rubbish, anyways, I'm going to give free tuition or really cheap ones next year if I feel I'm qualified enough. I'm sure everyone out there's just waiting to burn their notes eh.. heh. I would love to though, how about contributing my General Paper notes, if I can firstly,find them, and secondly, have notes in the first place to begin with. I've also got lots of exercising planned up, swimming and running everyday and gymming on alternate days. Really hope to boost my fitness LOADS so I can make it into Officer Cadet School(OCS) and get a high pay,haha.. I sound so money-minded. But this money will go into my future education in the university. Yeaps... I guess that's all for today. need to rest my mind for awhile. :)
I mean I studied for more than 12hours a day 1week after my prelims for the O'levels. but for the A's,the most I studied was 12hours.. but it was an average of about 6-8hours a day, that's all. If you think about it, I've been like consistently studying for the whole year and the end of last year. So maybe I worked harder for the A's.. ah wells. It's quite difficult to tell eh... even my godbrothers feel we worked harder at the end for the O's... ah wells. It's over.. just have to wait a couple of months more before the results eh? hehe...
Meanwhile, I bought my Playstation2 finally, with much procrastinating at the beginnning... yes i know PS3 is coming out very soon. but if you think about it, I'm also going to the army soon.. so why not buy the PS2 and play it like crazy rather than buy a PS3 and never play it right? Yeah... hehe
I dont know what to say.. but right now I'm just really hoping for the best. No regrets I guess, it's all over. And I'm very glad to say I'm proud of myself.. all the effort I put in for Fmaths without giving up, just hope my hard work pays off, same goes for the Physics S-paper, I'm sure there are so many better people out there.. but just hope I'll be able to shine. I really want a scholarship so I'll take some things off my mum's mind and mind to begin with. If that does happen, I'll be able to choose a better college too. I'm considering aeronautical engineering.. Yeah! A relief teacher told me it has lots of mechanics, and mechanics is REALLY FUN. It never ceases to make me feel happy, I'm weird yeah. Anyways, hope it's what I really want to study, but I'll be researching into the area more since the holidays have begun and see if it suits me.If not,I guess I'll be studying Physics or maybe even try out for a double degree in Physics and Maths if there's such a thing. Ah wells, we'll see when the time comes eh?
Oh! Praying works during exams, of course dont pray for good results. Pray for guidance, it's ultimately your hard work that's going to pay off and all you ask from the Lord is his guidance,no more. Dont be greedy! :) The Lord works his wonders very subtly. o.O
I guess I might be going clubbing tonight, but that really depends on my khakis yeah.. haha, if there's nobody that's interested in going then I wont go and just end up sleeping like a log tonight. My brother had the audacity to actually talk on the phone and blast his music in the middle of the night. Can you believe it? of all days to choose, the night before my last paper? ah wells... stupid fellow. Of course, I shan't be angry, no point anyways.
I got my edusave merit bursary award for the second time in a row. Really proud of myself, I've never gotten an edusave award until like after the O levels, and JC life has been just great.. I've made it to the top 25% of the school again! Although I really dint quite expect cause I felt my results were rather appalling. Quite proud of myself, make my mama happy too. :) everyone's happy, guess I'll keep that money in the bank once again... too bad no eagles award or anything like that this time, would really love to have that money to save. Ah wells, work hard work hard. Oh, I'm not being arrogant in anyway if you are reading and feel I am. Ah wells, just proud that I'm finally putting effort to my studies and I've been a consistent scorer in my grades ( other than Fmaths, Straight Fs... haha ). Yeaps, it'll come very soon.. March.
Okies, so the holidays have started for me and I've got almost everything planned up. Pack my school notes and those whatever rubbish I have, okay.. not rubbish, anyways, I'm going to give free tuition or really cheap ones next year if I feel I'm qualified enough. I'm sure everyone out there's just waiting to burn their notes eh.. heh. I would love to though, how about contributing my General Paper notes, if I can firstly,find them, and secondly, have notes in the first place to begin with. I've also got lots of exercising planned up, swimming and running everyday and gymming on alternate days. Really hope to boost my fitness LOADS so I can make it into Officer Cadet School(OCS) and get a high pay,haha.. I sound so money-minded. But this money will go into my future education in the university. Yeaps... I guess that's all for today. need to rest my mind for awhile. :)
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
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Monday, September 19, 2005
everyone's "falling in love" ... geesh please. it's like.. i know so many people who jus break up, or they've liked someone for very long.
but the other party doesn't return the feelings, and den.. suddenly they have a new stead out of nowhere? like please... stop lying to yourselves. you know, love's so screwed up in this way, people lie to themselves... jus becos u suddenly feel an empty void inside your heart.. your feelings are jus more fragile, and u take them to be true. i realli duno wat to say, but this tells me even more that i shouldnt be like that. its realli so god-darn pathetic.
anyways just a short post eh? got nothing much to say anyways. hmmms, haven't been studying the whole wkend.. have been slacking. so i gotta mug thru stats and mechs today.. haha and tml! or i'm screwed big time. realli hoping the fmaths paper2 can pull me up to a pass for Fmaths, i'll be the happiest guy alive.. :D okies... study study! final burst for now! HARD TEN! haha... den we shall go CLUBBING this thursday.. and maybe friday, i think i'm so gonna get super high and dance like a freak manzzz.lol. after that it's 1wk break and hardcore mugging. mug jus like the o levels baby.. yeah yeah. den hopefully i'll not be careless and do well for my A levels.
oh, my tag board's screwed again eh? stupid host.. sumthing wrong with their tag board everytime.. blah!
but the other party doesn't return the feelings, and den.. suddenly they have a new stead out of nowhere? like please... stop lying to yourselves. you know, love's so screwed up in this way, people lie to themselves... jus becos u suddenly feel an empty void inside your heart.. your feelings are jus more fragile, and u take them to be true. i realli duno wat to say, but this tells me even more that i shouldnt be like that. its realli so god-darn pathetic.
anyways just a short post eh? got nothing much to say anyways. hmmms, haven't been studying the whole wkend.. have been slacking. so i gotta mug thru stats and mechs today.. haha and tml! or i'm screwed big time. realli hoping the fmaths paper2 can pull me up to a pass for Fmaths, i'll be the happiest guy alive.. :D okies... study study! final burst for now! HARD TEN! haha... den we shall go CLUBBING this thursday.. and maybe friday, i think i'm so gonna get super high and dance like a freak manzzz.lol. after that it's 1wk break and hardcore mugging. mug jus like the o levels baby.. yeah yeah. den hopefully i'll not be careless and do well for my A levels.
oh, my tag board's screwed again eh? stupid host.. sumthing wrong with their tag board everytime.. blah!
Saturday, September 17, 2005
i jus suddenly remember sumthing. my old friend i lost contact with.. when he recieved his alvl results a couple of yrs back? he's 2yrs older than us.. i heard he dint do well EOF? shit man... suddenly i'm thinking bout it, haha i feel like i gonna tear. i really hope i do well for the a lvls man..
i feel like i've becum so stupid. so lousy at everything i'm doing... *sigh* , i just hope there's enough time to correct my wrongs. jus like the o's... and there's a saying that goes "once bitten,twice shy" how untrue that statement can be... but maybe to a certain extent. i've definitely worked quite consistently this yr.. and maybe 1/4 to 1/2 of last year.. so i believe i can do it!
i've always told myself this, "I'll rise up to the occasion" all marists can.you know, marists are damn smart, but there's a flaw to this... we're damn lazy. haha, just like tpjc, but tpjc's far off worse being more lazy. super lazy, c'mon man... our o lvls results can beat tjc anytime, that useless school... im' sure we can beat them. but we're just too darn friggin' lazy.. but why?
just about 1month more... to make my fmaths work out.. will i ever get a B for it at least? haha.. i'm still getting Fs though, but i hope i can do it. i know i can.. i gotta work hard for physics S paper too.. dont believe i can't do well in all these challenging subjects, isn't that the reason i took it in the first place?
anyways, i think i'm gonna be on full mugging schedule 1wk after the prelims end, it's gonna be jus like after the o lvls. good clean hard muggin all the way, 12hours a day. let's see how much i can take it man
AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING + SCHOLARSHIP = FOR ME! (AAAB + MERIT)
i feel like i've becum so stupid. so lousy at everything i'm doing... *sigh* , i just hope there's enough time to correct my wrongs. jus like the o's... and there's a saying that goes "once bitten,twice shy" how untrue that statement can be... but maybe to a certain extent. i've definitely worked quite consistently this yr.. and maybe 1/4 to 1/2 of last year.. so i believe i can do it!
i've always told myself this, "I'll rise up to the occasion" all marists can.you know, marists are damn smart, but there's a flaw to this... we're damn lazy. haha, just like tpjc, but tpjc's far off worse being more lazy. super lazy, c'mon man... our o lvls results can beat tjc anytime, that useless school... im' sure we can beat them. but we're just too darn friggin' lazy.. but why?
just about 1month more... to make my fmaths work out.. will i ever get a B for it at least? haha.. i'm still getting Fs though, but i hope i can do it. i know i can.. i gotta work hard for physics S paper too.. dont believe i can't do well in all these challenging subjects, isn't that the reason i took it in the first place?
anyways, i think i'm gonna be on full mugging schedule 1wk after the prelims end, it's gonna be jus like after the o lvls. good clean hard muggin all the way, 12hours a day. let's see how much i can take it man
AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING + SCHOLARSHIP = FOR ME! (AAAB + MERIT)
Monday, September 12, 2005
let's face it, the school sucks, and whichever school you go to DOES affect your results though teachers tell you they dont.
my physics has dropped from a standard of A1 to a PASS.
i've turned from MUGGER to SLACKER.
i realli dun know what to say... this is all i got to say, it's like.. geesh. oh guess what, i counted the number of papers, and i have 9 out of 12papers this week? which f-ed up actually gives you 9papers in 1week!?!?! ok, let's put it this way, we're supposed to be simulating the A' levels at this point of time, but guess what... this is no way, cramming up the papers and all. you just want the friggin' students to fail.
oh, and the principal,was gladly boasting to our batch that 125students last year had 2A's or more? excuse, that's less than 20%, top jc's are aiming for 100% students with straight A's, and look at her.. being so happy with nothing in comparision with what the other schools are aiming for. the school's real motto should just be " aim & never achieve ", face it people. if you gonna say you love the school, think again. have you ever wondered why you became so slack, or you HAVE BECOME such a slacker in this school? it's the environment,most but not all the teachers leave to practically LEARN INDEPENDENTLY or should i put it another way, they give a beeswax about you. geesh, i can't even do simple A level questions u know that? how am i supposed to score? how am i supposed to get to where i want to? haiz.. i'm just so disappointed and i feel so hopeless, excuse me.. if you gonna think i'm dumb. for your information, i'm in the top 25% of the school cohort and i'm already feeling this crappy? it's either the students who are doing worse than me are either 1. can't be bothered 2. jus plain fucking dumb 3. they're damn rich so they can fail their A'levels and still go to an overseas university. i feel so darn helpless, i've been trained to study so damn hard in secondary school.. i miss the way things were ya know, i dont even know what the future holds for me anymore. if only i can achieve wat i've aimed for... god bless me. i swear i'll mug like a dog like what j oh says after the prelims. i've got no choice... i swear i'm taking back what's mine. STRAIGHT As FUCK!
my physics has dropped from a standard of A1 to a PASS.
i've turned from MUGGER to SLACKER.
i realli dun know what to say... this is all i got to say, it's like.. geesh. oh guess what, i counted the number of papers, and i have 9 out of 12papers this week? which f-ed up actually gives you 9papers in 1week!?!?! ok, let's put it this way, we're supposed to be simulating the A' levels at this point of time, but guess what... this is no way, cramming up the papers and all. you just want the friggin' students to fail.
oh, and the principal,was gladly boasting to our batch that 125students last year had 2A's or more? excuse, that's less than 20%, top jc's are aiming for 100% students with straight A's, and look at her.. being so happy with nothing in comparision with what the other schools are aiming for. the school's real motto should just be " aim & never achieve ", face it people. if you gonna say you love the school, think again. have you ever wondered why you became so slack, or you HAVE BECOME such a slacker in this school? it's the environment,most but not all the teachers leave to practically LEARN INDEPENDENTLY or should i put it another way, they give a beeswax about you. geesh, i can't even do simple A level questions u know that? how am i supposed to score? how am i supposed to get to where i want to? haiz.. i'm just so disappointed and i feel so hopeless, excuse me.. if you gonna think i'm dumb. for your information, i'm in the top 25% of the school cohort and i'm already feeling this crappy? it's either the students who are doing worse than me are either 1. can't be bothered 2. jus plain fucking dumb 3. they're damn rich so they can fail their A'levels and still go to an overseas university. i feel so darn helpless, i've been trained to study so damn hard in secondary school.. i miss the way things were ya know, i dont even know what the future holds for me anymore. if only i can achieve wat i've aimed for... god bless me. i swear i'll mug like a dog like what j oh says after the prelims. i've got no choice... i swear i'm taking back what's mine. STRAIGHT As FUCK!
Friday, September 09, 2005
yeah yeah.. i did quite alot of studyin this morning. proud of myself,though its not enough since i'm behind time.
okies,tml is my last day at the old folks home.. finally. not that its been a rather mundane or anything. hmms, it's just that i can finally use the last 3days to immerse myself in a deep concentrated solution of studying. yups.. gonna be full mugging.. hopefully i can do well for the prelims.. and the A's of course.. :P
hmmms. now now.. i got nothing much to say.. guess that's my entry for now. for today. yeah... i miss clubbing.. ahh! can party next week i think? haha.. since my papers end on the following wednesday, but there's only 2papers left out of.. lemme think.. 10papers? during the following week.. crazy school. haha. okies.. taggie my board peeps.. this board nice nice? =D
okies,tml is my last day at the old folks home.. finally. not that its been a rather mundane or anything. hmms, it's just that i can finally use the last 3days to immerse myself in a deep concentrated solution of studying. yups.. gonna be full mugging.. hopefully i can do well for the prelims.. and the A's of course.. :P
hmmms. now now.. i got nothing much to say.. guess that's my entry for now. for today. yeah... i miss clubbing.. ahh! can party next week i think? haha.. since my papers end on the following wednesday, but there's only 2papers left out of.. lemme think.. 10papers? during the following week.. crazy school. haha. okies.. taggie my board peeps.. this board nice nice? =D
Monday, September 05, 2005
"Super Trouper"
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
I was sick and tired of everything
When I called you last night from Glasgow
All I do is eat and sleep and sing
Wishing every show was the last show
(Wishing every show was the last show)
So imagine I was glad to hear you're coming
(Glad to hear you're coming)
Suddenly I feel all right
(And suddenly it's gonna be)
And it's gonna be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
Facing twenty thousand of your friends
How can anyone be so lonely
Part of a success that never ends
Still I'm thinking about you only
(Still I'm thinking about you only)
There are moments when I think I'm going crazy
(Think I'm going crazy)
But it's gonna be alright
(You'll soon be changing everything)
Everything will be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
So I'll be there when you arrive
The sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive
And when you take me in your arms
And hold me tight
I know it's gonna mean so much tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
{repeat and fade}
im' sure it was spelt as super trooper.. haha... ah wells. tt's funny, but who cares... this song has been ringing in my head the whole day.. or the past few for the matter of that. haha... heard it during the mjc choir concert, quite nice.. gots to say mj sang quite well.. :) lalala... okies. off to study now. haha.. no choice eh? :)
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
I was sick and tired of everything
When I called you last night from Glasgow
All I do is eat and sleep and sing
Wishing every show was the last show
(Wishing every show was the last show)
So imagine I was glad to hear you're coming
(Glad to hear you're coming)
Suddenly I feel all right
(And suddenly it's gonna be)
And it's gonna be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
Facing twenty thousand of your friends
How can anyone be so lonely
Part of a success that never ends
Still I'm thinking about you only
(Still I'm thinking about you only)
There are moments when I think I'm going crazy
(Think I'm going crazy)
But it's gonna be alright
(You'll soon be changing everything)
Everything will be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
So I'll be there when you arrive
The sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive
And when you take me in your arms
And hold me tight
I know it's gonna mean so much tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
{repeat and fade}
im' sure it was spelt as super trooper.. haha... ah wells. tt's funny, but who cares... this song has been ringing in my head the whole day.. or the past few for the matter of that. haha... heard it during the mjc choir concert, quite nice.. gots to say mj sang quite well.. :) lalala... okies. off to study now. haha.. no choice eh? :)
Sunday, September 04, 2005
wooo.. i have 38posts oredi.. 39including this one. amazing, although those daily bloggers would be far far in front of me.. haha
i gots to say, my stay at the old folks' home has been very entertaining and enjoyable.. about 18hours left to do for me.. yups. :D althou i hope i can get over and done with it since i wanna really study. ah wells. shld finish early next wk so i can meet my t'chers if there is a need to for consultation
i'm disappointed... jus thinkin bout someone. its funny, friendship that is, i duno. my friend used to sms me everyday.. that was very thoughtful dont u think? such a nice friend.. someone i was hoping to be able to confide in. but sad to say after awhile my friend just stopped even messaging me online, and sms-ing of course. the reason? simple, my friend found someone new already... geesh. it's like.. i duno man, i feel kinda used. i was like just someone to fill an empty void temporarily or someone to find when u're just bored...i am quite hurt. ah wells..i shall try to forget about it. *pissed* *disappointed*
her birthday's coming soon.. someone special.. i hope.. haha :)
i gots to say, my stay at the old folks' home has been very entertaining and enjoyable.. about 18hours left to do for me.. yups. :D althou i hope i can get over and done with it since i wanna really study. ah wells. shld finish early next wk so i can meet my t'chers if there is a need to for consultation
i'm disappointed... jus thinkin bout someone. its funny, friendship that is, i duno. my friend used to sms me everyday.. that was very thoughtful dont u think? such a nice friend.. someone i was hoping to be able to confide in. but sad to say after awhile my friend just stopped even messaging me online, and sms-ing of course. the reason? simple, my friend found someone new already... geesh. it's like.. i duno man, i feel kinda used. i was like just someone to fill an empty void temporarily or someone to find when u're just bored...i am quite hurt. ah wells..i shall try to forget about it. *pissed* *disappointed*
her birthday's coming soon.. someone special.. i hope.. haha :)
Friday, September 02, 2005
okies.. been to old folks' home for the last couple of days, 27.5 hours of cip left for me to complete.. haha.. hmms nothing much to say
maybe i haven't been studying as hard as i would like for the past week? i'm so slack la.. keep sitting in front of the comp and jus idling, i realli shld kick my own ass if i could.. haha. ah wells, at least i studied this morning.. i did quite a bit and i'm proud of myself.. gonna study much much more later though. need to.. force myself to... :D
okies, my experience at the old folks' home is jus fantastic, i'm having quite alot of fun, despite suffering from backaches due to households chores i had to do. haha. had so much more interaction with them today.. and i got to say, old folk's can behave jus like us.. trust me. haha. man.. i mean there's so much things for my to say... jus too much, i'll jus leave it for my service learning journal eh? haha.. maybe den i'll jus copy paste it into one of bloggie entries and post it. *yawn*
hmms, im' like really starving right now. oh ya.. if i forget! MAHJONG with the old folks' tomorrow.. haha. they're all so excited la can.. haha. :D i shall go get dinner now and study! bye peeps~!
P.S i dont think anyone's reading my bloggie.. haha. ah wells...
maybe i haven't been studying as hard as i would like for the past week? i'm so slack la.. keep sitting in front of the comp and jus idling, i realli shld kick my own ass if i could.. haha. ah wells, at least i studied this morning.. i did quite a bit and i'm proud of myself.. gonna study much much more later though. need to.. force myself to... :D
okies, my experience at the old folks' home is jus fantastic, i'm having quite alot of fun, despite suffering from backaches due to households chores i had to do. haha. had so much more interaction with them today.. and i got to say, old folk's can behave jus like us.. trust me. haha. man.. i mean there's so much things for my to say... jus too much, i'll jus leave it for my service learning journal eh? haha.. maybe den i'll jus copy paste it into one of bloggie entries and post it. *yawn*
hmms, im' like really starving right now. oh ya.. if i forget! MAHJONG with the old folks' tomorrow.. haha. they're all so excited la can.. haha. :D i shall go get dinner now and study! bye peeps~!
P.S i dont think anyone's reading my bloggie.. haha. ah wells...
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
everyone just disappears...
everyone just ignores you...
nothing seems to make sense anymore...
even the right words seem so wrong...
someone tell me what's so wrong...
bah! okies.. rubbbish, you can choose to ignore this.. bla bla.. hmms or not. okies, so i skipped school today, but i studied 2lousy chapters of physics.. that's all, i know i can do much better.. *sigh* i need to push myself harder.. i'm so slack..
i think it's just gonna be like the o levels again...
but that was different, i studied hard.. dint do well.. studied even harder..
this time.. im' not even studying hard.. even if i dont do well, i might not be motivated to study hard... i've lost the drive, the will to work hard.. isn't it funny, i think the education system jus wears you out over the years... i wonder how some people are so driven to continue studying, maybe it's cos they have aspirations they are willing to fight for..
while me... i dont have much for now. although i wanna get into aerospace engineering, which is definitely a difficult course to enter, i dont see myself having an occupation in future, at least one i can imagine myself or dream to be... if only i had these.. bah! okies, gonna study through the night, got to force myself.
oh yeah, might be doing like 5hours of cip everyday until next week so i can clock up 40hours.. hopefully i wont be too worn out that i can't study... geesh, let's pray hard. especially for my f maths.. dont know how to improve it.. god bless me man... or someone teach me.. if it's not too late.. which i think it isn't...
....
everyone just ignores you...
nothing seems to make sense anymore...
even the right words seem so wrong...
someone tell me what's so wrong...
bah! okies.. rubbbish, you can choose to ignore this.. bla bla.. hmms or not. okies, so i skipped school today, but i studied 2lousy chapters of physics.. that's all, i know i can do much better.. *sigh* i need to push myself harder.. i'm so slack..
i think it's just gonna be like the o levels again...
but that was different, i studied hard.. dint do well.. studied even harder..
this time.. im' not even studying hard.. even if i dont do well, i might not be motivated to study hard... i've lost the drive, the will to work hard.. isn't it funny, i think the education system jus wears you out over the years... i wonder how some people are so driven to continue studying, maybe it's cos they have aspirations they are willing to fight for..
while me... i dont have much for now. although i wanna get into aerospace engineering, which is definitely a difficult course to enter, i dont see myself having an occupation in future, at least one i can imagine myself or dream to be... if only i had these.. bah! okies, gonna study through the night, got to force myself.
oh yeah, might be doing like 5hours of cip everyday until next week so i can clock up 40hours.. hopefully i wont be too worn out that i can't study... geesh, let's pray hard. especially for my f maths.. dont know how to improve it.. god bless me man... or someone teach me.. if it's not too late.. which i think it isn't...
....
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
nuthin much to blog.. just realli studied today.. i feel it man.. i feel so good studying so much. ;D
looking forward to my self-declaration of a break.. yippeee... hope i can study 12hours a day after that.. gotta start planning my timetable oredi. hope i can achieve my aims this time. yuppers.. okies.. that's all i have to say today.. i'm really really mentally exhausted. *yawn*
nite nite peepz... :)
looking forward to my self-declaration of a break.. yippeee... hope i can study 12hours a day after that.. gotta start planning my timetable oredi. hope i can achieve my aims this time. yuppers.. okies.. that's all i have to say today.. i'm really really mentally exhausted. *yawn*
nite nite peepz... :)
Monday, August 15, 2005
yeah yeah went out today!!! haha.. but i haven't studied since friday.. been slacking around so much..
friday went to watch bewitched, not nice! not funny. dont watch.. trust me.haha... den went swimming with herng yih and grace.. woah! super tiring la please.. i mean i haven't exercised for ages... and i was like using breast stroke to catch up them can? haha.. they both were swimming with frontcrawl.. bah! den met huifen and junie on the way to interchange.. haha.. long time never see her.. i still think she has grown tallers...
saturday.. i slept the whole day, in the end never go church, i think my god-sister pissed with me.. haha cos i pang seh her.. ah... that's all, wanted to study but i just ended up watching tv the whole night.. so i dint mug through the night.. wahaha
sunday, whee! went to takashimaya toy fair today. was supposed to meet up with huiting at 12noon but i went at like 1220 :X haha. but she only waited 5mins.. and she still can complain i very late.. haha. never see her very long, since like last year after the attachment programme ended. and to my surprise we actually have so much much much much much in common.. like everything.. wahha okies. so went to look at toys with her.. and she bought 2tomtom snails.. whatever tomtom is.. and 1notepad and something which i can't remember.. haha i bought 8luffy toy figurines.. there were only 8 out of the 16 left la.. so sadx.. :'( *sobx* some people stole the Luffy A and Zoro A figurines.. no more.. and xiangmin has them.. grrr! okays.. so never mind, after that me n huiting went to meet her kindergarden friend and they tot i couldnt speak in chinese or even listen.. haha! damn funny.. den we ate at this new japanese stall opposite yoshinoya(at takashimaya).. man, it's so god damn fabulous, i'm like still thinking about it.. really fantastic! *2thumbs up* haha i recommend everyone to go eat.. yum yum! i ate the beef pepper rice.. they serve it in like some kind of "electromagnetic" hotstove thingy (basically hot plate? haha) with cooked rice and cooked corn.. den they put raw beef on top of it.. so you have to stir it,mix it.. den the beef will get cooked.. really nice! peppery yet sweet taste.. yummy! would luv to go eat it sumday again! yum yum.... ok.. that's all for today..
I'M REALLY GOING TO STUDY NOW. like thru the nite i hope... i really hope :D perhaps admire my toy figurines at the same time.. haha, okies that's all folks. :P
*to let my emotions run me over, or to control them before i get hurt all over again*
friday went to watch bewitched, not nice! not funny. dont watch.. trust me.haha... den went swimming with herng yih and grace.. woah! super tiring la please.. i mean i haven't exercised for ages... and i was like using breast stroke to catch up them can? haha.. they both were swimming with frontcrawl.. bah! den met huifen and junie on the way to interchange.. haha.. long time never see her.. i still think she has grown tallers...
saturday.. i slept the whole day, in the end never go church, i think my god-sister pissed with me.. haha cos i pang seh her.. ah... that's all, wanted to study but i just ended up watching tv the whole night.. so i dint mug through the night.. wahaha
sunday, whee! went to takashimaya toy fair today. was supposed to meet up with huiting at 12noon but i went at like 1220 :X haha. but she only waited 5mins.. and she still can complain i very late.. haha. never see her very long, since like last year after the attachment programme ended. and to my surprise we actually have so much much much much much in common.. like everything.. wahha okies. so went to look at toys with her.. and she bought 2tomtom snails.. whatever tomtom is.. and 1notepad and something which i can't remember.. haha i bought 8luffy toy figurines.. there were only 8 out of the 16 left la.. so sadx.. :'( *sobx* some people stole the Luffy A and Zoro A figurines.. no more.. and xiangmin has them.. grrr! okays.. so never mind, after that me n huiting went to meet her kindergarden friend and they tot i couldnt speak in chinese or even listen.. haha! damn funny.. den we ate at this new japanese stall opposite yoshinoya(at takashimaya).. man, it's so god damn fabulous, i'm like still thinking about it.. really fantastic! *2thumbs up* haha i recommend everyone to go eat.. yum yum! i ate the beef pepper rice.. they serve it in like some kind of "electromagnetic" hotstove thingy (basically hot plate? haha) with cooked rice and cooked corn.. den they put raw beef on top of it.. so you have to stir it,mix it.. den the beef will get cooked.. really nice! peppery yet sweet taste.. yummy! would luv to go eat it sumday again! yum yum.... ok.. that's all for today..
I'M REALLY GOING TO STUDY NOW. like thru the nite i hope... i really hope :D perhaps admire my toy figurines at the same time.. haha, okies that's all folks. :P
*to let my emotions run me over, or to control them before i get hurt all over again*
Saturday, August 13, 2005
hmmms... sometimes it's just so much better never to hold any feelings or any sort.. be the heartless person.. haha.. ahhh! but i'm too sensitive oredi.. how i wish... hmms
ah wells.. have been trying to study hard the past few days.. slacked throughout the whole national day holiday and the weekend.. tried to make up for it.. hmms.. i also got nothing to say... haha..
i'm thankful for all the friends i have.. my stomach feels very bad these few days( it is right now..) boohoo.. i think it's all the spicy food i've been taking it.. ah! sensitive person with a sensitive stomach.. i'm totally sensitive.. mwahaha.. ok spastic. ah wells.. i got nothing much to blog about today.. must MUG MUG MUG!
ah wells.. have been trying to study hard the past few days.. slacked throughout the whole national day holiday and the weekend.. tried to make up for it.. hmms.. i also got nothing to say... haha..
i'm thankful for all the friends i have.. my stomach feels very bad these few days( it is right now..) boohoo.. i think it's all the spicy food i've been taking it.. ah! sensitive person with a sensitive stomach.. i'm totally sensitive.. mwahaha.. ok spastic. ah wells.. i got nothing much to blog about today.. must MUG MUG MUG!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Sometimes.. I really wonder, why the guilty ones defend themselves so strongly... haha. now people are calling this thing childish when they've been doing it for almost 2years to come.. anyway, the bitch(5th party) from what I've heard.. has been disliked in her secondary school, cause she's a hell big backstabber.. haha. no wonder she's trying to defend herself so strongly.
But I guess the main reason why she's doing that so can stick with the gang of four... she doesn't wanna lose their friendship, so she can continue backstabbing them... haha. i've never seen someone so low-down, you backstab someone... and you wanna make friends with them even more so you can dig out their secrets and tell others behind their backs... interesting way to do things. I bet you must be trying to reason with them how innocent you are...
Guess what, I'm very sure of my facts, cause you told them to me... or shld i say my ex and she told me... so any interval that the words might have gotten twisted would either be right from mouth or hers... so ya.. sorry. but it's against my principles to lie... I dont LIE,not like some people who lie to themselves to their whole life..
you say not everyone wants to be with popular people.. i guess this is a very perfect example of the pot calling the kettle black.. cause it jolly well seems you're backstabbing those 4 and you're saying i wanna be with popular people... in the first place whose famous in this school? i dont need to be with popular people, all i need are people whom i can TRUST and not find and dig out people's secrets so i spill them out behind their backs... so way interesting the way you work. KUDOS!!! to your backstabbing abilities... i'm sure u can grow up to have an occupation like a... hmmm... a liar! a very good one indeed... hmmm or maybe you were calling yourself famous and me wanting to be your friend? haha.. i rather not.. not any time... in FACT,NEVER!
and another thing.... i've already told my classmate that i've backstabbed her last time and i was sorry, i decided to be a FRIEND and tell her what her FLAWS were, rather than backstab her,that's not a FRIEND... a FRIEND'S one that tells your your FLAWS.to tell you the truth, cause of this incident.. she and i have actually becum much closer friends, i would luv to thank you very much for that.
just remember this, Your "Friends of four" are so gonna get backstabbed by you again... by your lousy bitch mouth.. remember you told me. "they all only have 1mind, if one person says something, they all remember" haha.. that's where i learnt to quote that they have 1mind cause it's so correct but i've never tot of something like that.. but thanks for giving me that information. oh and regarding the incident that my friend left his phone lying around doesnt gif u the authority to "Spy on their things and deprive them of their privacy"... hmmm... wonder who is the childish one.. haha so funny la... really "pot calling the kettle black" the pot's gotta be really black...
funny thing is.. you all have been commenting on the r/ships of others like you disagree and you think that couple wont be compatible.. realli itchy mouths you FIVE have.. you all think you're GOD deciding who can and who cant? this is so crappy... you know, haha people were surprised when i told them that the bitch was a really good backstabber... my friend went.. "what!?! she's that kinda person?" i guess everybody knows now.. in due time.. people will really understand what you all are like... pretending to be NICE to EVERYBODY so you can get FAMOUS... oh wait.. that's 4of you all... the 5TH person's just a DOG following them around and LICKING THEIR BOOTS and SNIFFING THEIR ASSES where ever they go.. wonder who has a worst mind... wait i mean NO MIND...
anyways.. i got nothing much left to say right now, at least i know what i did last time and whether it's factual.. cos rumours are NEVER factual... especially when you get a bunch of 5PEOPLE talking about it.. cause THREE OUT OF THE FIVE were all BIG RUMOUR-SPREADING BACKSTABBERS in their school.. after all, i have friends from their secondary school...just my luck to know these "FAMOUS" people.. haha
P.S, whoever i choose to pick an arguement with(not a fight if your english is fantastically grammatically perfect but i guess it aint) aint up to your opinion, so stop being GOD and being so childish commenting on every single thing people do.. I dint pick an arguement with you to begin with i said FOUR.. no mention of BITCH.. but you wanted to JOIN along and become FAMOUS... so just STFU.
But I guess the main reason why she's doing that so can stick with the gang of four... she doesn't wanna lose their friendship, so she can continue backstabbing them... haha. i've never seen someone so low-down, you backstab someone... and you wanna make friends with them even more so you can dig out their secrets and tell others behind their backs... interesting way to do things. I bet you must be trying to reason with them how innocent you are...
Guess what, I'm very sure of my facts, cause you told them to me... or shld i say my ex and she told me... so any interval that the words might have gotten twisted would either be right from mouth or hers... so ya.. sorry. but it's against my principles to lie... I dont LIE,not like some people who lie to themselves to their whole life..
you say not everyone wants to be with popular people.. i guess this is a very perfect example of the pot calling the kettle black.. cause it jolly well seems you're backstabbing those 4 and you're saying i wanna be with popular people... in the first place whose famous in this school? i dont need to be with popular people, all i need are people whom i can TRUST and not find and dig out people's secrets so i spill them out behind their backs... so way interesting the way you work. KUDOS!!! to your backstabbing abilities... i'm sure u can grow up to have an occupation like a... hmmm... a liar! a very good one indeed... hmmm or maybe you were calling yourself famous and me wanting to be your friend? haha.. i rather not.. not any time... in FACT,NEVER!
and another thing.... i've already told my classmate that i've backstabbed her last time and i was sorry, i decided to be a FRIEND and tell her what her FLAWS were, rather than backstab her,that's not a FRIEND... a FRIEND'S one that tells your your FLAWS.to tell you the truth, cause of this incident.. she and i have actually becum much closer friends, i would luv to thank you very much for that.
just remember this, Your "Friends of four" are so gonna get backstabbed by you again... by your lousy bitch mouth.. remember you told me. "they all only have 1mind, if one person says something, they all remember" haha.. that's where i learnt to quote that they have 1mind cause it's so correct but i've never tot of something like that.. but thanks for giving me that information. oh and regarding the incident that my friend left his phone lying around doesnt gif u the authority to "Spy on their things and deprive them of their privacy"... hmmm... wonder who is the childish one.. haha so funny la... really "pot calling the kettle black" the pot's gotta be really black...
funny thing is.. you all have been commenting on the r/ships of others like you disagree and you think that couple wont be compatible.. realli itchy mouths you FIVE have.. you all think you're GOD deciding who can and who cant? this is so crappy... you know, haha people were surprised when i told them that the bitch was a really good backstabber... my friend went.. "what!?! she's that kinda person?" i guess everybody knows now.. in due time.. people will really understand what you all are like... pretending to be NICE to EVERYBODY so you can get FAMOUS... oh wait.. that's 4of you all... the 5TH person's just a DOG following them around and LICKING THEIR BOOTS and SNIFFING THEIR ASSES where ever they go.. wonder who has a worst mind... wait i mean NO MIND...
anyways.. i got nothing much left to say right now, at least i know what i did last time and whether it's factual.. cos rumours are NEVER factual... especially when you get a bunch of 5PEOPLE talking about it.. cause THREE OUT OF THE FIVE were all BIG RUMOUR-SPREADING BACKSTABBERS in their school.. after all, i have friends from their secondary school...just my luck to know these "FAMOUS" people.. haha
P.S, whoever i choose to pick an arguement with(not a fight if your english is fantastically grammatically perfect but i guess it aint) aint up to your opinion, so stop being GOD and being so childish commenting on every single thing people do.. I dint pick an arguement with you to begin with i said FOUR.. no mention of BITCH.. but you wanted to JOIN along and become FAMOUS... so just STFU.
Friday, August 05, 2005
haha... very funny sia. some people told me not to bitch about them and put words in their mouth when their own circle of friends told me that they bitched about me... saying i'm a flirt in the school and all... saying i jio dem and when i failed i when to another person...
the real story is, i dint wanna jio that person after i realised she wasnt COMPATIBLE with me... and the next person i jio-ed actually LIKED me for a period... cause she confessed she had a CRUSH on me, but i shall not brood about it.. but you see.. it was definitely cause of the PEER PRESSURE she was facing that she decided to ignore me... which led to the start of rumours of me being a flirt... I've heard the whole story, and we all know ourselves whats true and whats not...
also.. i remember saying 4girls gossiping about me in school... not 5, i dint know a 5th person wanted to get herself involved... I mean she can get herself involved... haha. guess what.. she's the biggest backstabber of them all.. can you believe it... i dint wanna bad mouth about her, i actually had a good impression of her until she talked about me... I dint even mention about her in any of my blog entries... realli funny...
you know.. there's this quote in the bible.. something about noticing the LOG in YOUR EYE before noticing the SPECK in someone else' eye... what that means is we gotta realise about our own WEAKNESSES and FLAWS before noticing and BITCHING about the FLAWS of OTHERS! haha... now i know why some people name themselves BITCHES... they dont even realise their own flaws.. i admit mine.. I'm open-minded,sociable,loud... and just extremely friendly and OVER-TRUSTING.. but i definitely learnt one great lesson... there are always gonna be bitches who wanna ruin your reputation... people say others talk bad about you cause THESE people are just JEALOUS... I guess so... but i shall not be bothered...
you know... my friends told me i'd be ruining my r/ships with these people upon blogging this, and you know what... i dont even know why i'm doing this... i shldnt. i realli need to go for CONFESSION... i really feel so sinful right now... Mr.Tan says there's something called KARMA... what goes around just comes back to you... I guess you've been backstabbing thousands of people in your school.. it's time you get yours... I'm so sorry to say that. To add to that.. you all have 1mind... so each person has about one-quarter of a mind, wonder who the MASTERMIND is who controls the rest like zombies or even drones... you all aren't strong enuff to haf your own DECISIONS... whatever others say you believe... my god.. i really got nothing to say.. anyways,your own group of "friends" actually backstab you behind your back right.. so cool.. or is it the 5th party? hmmmsss.. the jealous one that i dint blog about and wanted to get herself involved. ah wells... nothing left to say
I dont wanna hate anyone,this the 1st time I've really hated someone cause I know they did something wrong to me which aint true. I've prayed and cried so many times to the Lord that people stop backstabbing me, but it just aint gonna happen... until people learn to keep their comments to themselves, cause people who know me... KNOW me... I dont give my close friends such an impression... sadly. Like I once said, "Dont Judge A Book By Its Cover". The world's stereotype and discriminative.. haha.. or perhaps cause I'm a EURASIAN and these people are racist... hmmms.
Okay, I shall stop bloggin... got nothing left to say..
*I'm really glad we broke up,cause you made me realise that I can't trust me, and perhaps you've never placed that trust in me. I pray to the LORD to forgive this people and I hope to make peace with them, not war. I dont wanna hate...
the real story is, i dint wanna jio that person after i realised she wasnt COMPATIBLE with me... and the next person i jio-ed actually LIKED me for a period... cause she confessed she had a CRUSH on me, but i shall not brood about it.. but you see.. it was definitely cause of the PEER PRESSURE she was facing that she decided to ignore me... which led to the start of rumours of me being a flirt... I've heard the whole story, and we all know ourselves whats true and whats not...
also.. i remember saying 4girls gossiping about me in school... not 5, i dint know a 5th person wanted to get herself involved... I mean she can get herself involved... haha. guess what.. she's the biggest backstabber of them all.. can you believe it... i dint wanna bad mouth about her, i actually had a good impression of her until she talked about me... I dint even mention about her in any of my blog entries... realli funny...
you know.. there's this quote in the bible.. something about noticing the LOG in YOUR EYE before noticing the SPECK in someone else' eye... what that means is we gotta realise about our own WEAKNESSES and FLAWS before noticing and BITCHING about the FLAWS of OTHERS! haha... now i know why some people name themselves BITCHES... they dont even realise their own flaws.. i admit mine.. I'm open-minded,sociable,loud... and just extremely friendly and OVER-TRUSTING.. but i definitely learnt one great lesson... there are always gonna be bitches who wanna ruin your reputation... people say others talk bad about you cause THESE people are just JEALOUS... I guess so... but i shall not be bothered...
you know... my friends told me i'd be ruining my r/ships with these people upon blogging this, and you know what... i dont even know why i'm doing this... i shldnt. i realli need to go for CONFESSION... i really feel so sinful right now... Mr.Tan says there's something called KARMA... what goes around just comes back to you... I guess you've been backstabbing thousands of people in your school.. it's time you get yours... I'm so sorry to say that. To add to that.. you all have 1mind... so each person has about one-quarter of a mind, wonder who the MASTERMIND is who controls the rest like zombies or even drones... you all aren't strong enuff to haf your own DECISIONS... whatever others say you believe... my god.. i really got nothing to say.. anyways,your own group of "friends" actually backstab you behind your back right.. so cool.. or is it the 5th party? hmmmsss.. the jealous one that i dint blog about and wanted to get herself involved. ah wells... nothing left to say
I dont wanna hate anyone,this the 1st time I've really hated someone cause I know they did something wrong to me which aint true. I've prayed and cried so many times to the Lord that people stop backstabbing me, but it just aint gonna happen... until people learn to keep their comments to themselves, cause people who know me... KNOW me... I dont give my close friends such an impression... sadly. Like I once said, "Dont Judge A Book By Its Cover". The world's stereotype and discriminative.. haha.. or perhaps cause I'm a EURASIAN and these people are racist... hmmms.
Okay, I shall stop bloggin... got nothing left to say..
*I'm really glad we broke up,cause you made me realise that I can't trust me, and perhaps you've never placed that trust in me. I pray to the LORD to forgive this people and I hope to make peace with them, not war. I dont wanna hate...
Monday, August 01, 2005
man... i'm finally feeling TIRED, haha. can you believe it? i slept at like 4am last night la, dont know doing what shit oso... not that i was studying or anything. did all my school work until 12am den chatted online until 2am cause my mama wasn't home yet at that time last night! yippeeee... but when she came home she started nagging.. haha.
after which, i went to read through the physics of fluids notes i think? haha.. i think i forgot what i learnt already,anyways was starving like mad so i went to the 24hr-coffeeshop to eat... came home had stomach problems so i was in the toilet for over an hour or so...
went to read my story book before deciding to sleep.. haha. that was all i did... but amazingly i wasn't tired the whole day and i woke up on time!.. kind of.. haha... hmmms had gastric problem today cos i dint haf lunch :'( ah wells, i think i'll go try find sumthin to study now...
so thats all.. tata!
after which, i went to read through the physics of fluids notes i think? haha.. i think i forgot what i learnt already,anyways was starving like mad so i went to the 24hr-coffeeshop to eat... came home had stomach problems so i was in the toilet for over an hour or so...
went to read my story book before deciding to sleep.. haha. that was all i did... but amazingly i wasn't tired the whole day and i woke up on time!.. kind of.. haha... hmmms had gastric problem today cos i dint haf lunch :'( ah wells, i think i'll go try find sumthin to study now...
so thats all.. tata!
yeah yeha... did finish my nuclear physics tutorial, completed my organic revision thingy which i'm supposed to hand in to mdm neo tomorrow morning... haha. althou' i skipped question 3. and completed my gp draft thingy... kind of.. i'm screwed..hmms
yeah,while searching for articles, i dint know the homosexual circle in Singapore is so LARGE, seriously... it's disgusting just thinking about it. homos are okay i guess, just not the desperate ones... there are just too many desperate gays roaming about in Singapore looking for other guys... grrr.... haha.. that's all i have to say now, dont' wanna get stalked or anything... man... hmms.. think i'll go off to reading my book or something..
yeah,while searching for articles, i dint know the homosexual circle in Singapore is so LARGE, seriously... it's disgusting just thinking about it. homos are okay i guess, just not the desperate ones... there are just too many desperate gays roaming about in Singapore looking for other guys... grrr.... haha.. that's all i have to say now, dont' wanna get stalked or anything... man... hmms.. think i'll go off to reading my book or something..
Yoyo.. have been eating like expensive meals the last couple of days, which I forgot to mention...
I ate ramen yesterday at far east... wooo, tom yam chicken cutlet, although the menu said it was supposedly the most spicy, it wasn't.. haha but the chicken cutlet was really really great, that meal sure cost me alot.
Oh yeah, went to buy Hong Yi's present yesterday.. haha.. it's a sexy yellow g-string, and guess what, it has straps along it to be tied to the dick.. haha,so gonna parade him around school during recess with that on his head on tuesday.. mwahaha! yeah, den bought this rubber doll condom for him, it has a birdie picture on it... since I always call him "Ah Bird" and vice versa.. hahah! I'm sure he's so gonna enjoy his present...
Ok.. I ate ikea the day before, ate the roast beef or something with broccoli soup... although the colour would turn anyone off(it's really green!), but it tastes exactly like mushroom soup... Yummy! would luv to have another soup of it.. yummy
Now now.. lemme think what else I did yesterday.. oh, just attended the straits times recuit seminar at suntec, went late so I missed alot.. haha thought it was just some exhibition but there was this REALLY GOOD speaker giving a talk so yeah... ah wells. thats all I did yesterday.. boring.. haha... Gonna try to mug today! ok that's all for today... =P
I ate ramen yesterday at far east... wooo, tom yam chicken cutlet, although the menu said it was supposedly the most spicy, it wasn't.. haha but the chicken cutlet was really really great, that meal sure cost me alot.
Oh yeah, went to buy Hong Yi's present yesterday.. haha.. it's a sexy yellow g-string, and guess what, it has straps along it to be tied to the dick.. haha,so gonna parade him around school during recess with that on his head on tuesday.. mwahaha! yeah, den bought this rubber doll condom for him, it has a birdie picture on it... since I always call him "Ah Bird" and vice versa.. hahah! I'm sure he's so gonna enjoy his present...
Ok.. I ate ikea the day before, ate the roast beef or something with broccoli soup... although the colour would turn anyone off(it's really green!), but it tastes exactly like mushroom soup... Yummy! would luv to have another soup of it.. yummy
Now now.. lemme think what else I did yesterday.. oh, just attended the straits times recuit seminar at suntec, went late so I missed alot.. haha thought it was just some exhibition but there was this REALLY GOOD speaker giving a talk so yeah... ah wells. thats all I did yesterday.. boring.. haha... Gonna try to mug today! ok that's all for today... =P
Saturday, July 30, 2005
The Perfect World With All Its Imperfections
First time I'm gonna display a topic... it's been really long since I blogged, and I've so wanted to do the past few days...
The world has always been perfect with all it's little imperfections here and there... which kinda makes it really painful.
You know, I believe my attitude is one the world should have, not to be arrogant or anything. I'm basically a sociable person who trusts people too easily (naive like what shermaine says)... I'm a naive SHIT,officially one. Everytime I make friends, I trust all of them so much, give them so much trust, but in the end.. all I get back in return is.. backstabbing, people talking behind my back, spreading rumours about me which are so untrue.. whats wrong with these people?
The biggest backstabbing bunch of people I've ever seen are those grp of 4girls in my school,they think they're so perfect, but everytime they talk and sneer behind the backs of others.I've officially been labelled a flirt/womaniser in school (correct me if I'm wrong?)... yeah
I actually cried a couple of nights ago, cause one of my friends found me irritating cause I asked her to help me out with a favour, guess what's the best part. She knew the answers to what I wanted to know but she just dint wanna tell me and she even blocked me on msn.. If she just tell me that she couldn't tell me what I wanted to know, it would make things so much simple... instead she tells me she dont know anything and she's couldn't be bothered to find out... *rolls eyes*
I realli got nothing much to say anymore, all I just hope for is to make friends with everyone, no enemies... to tell you the truth, I dont hate anyone... Not even anthony, the gang of four who backstab me,benjamin tan.. no one, yes... they dislike me, they can hate me, backstab me... I'll just get really pissed for a while, but you know what... they've never done anything bad to me,why should I hate them? The world would be so peaceful if every single one of us just learnt to make friends...
The world's just so screwed up, see... I make friends and people become so stereotype, yes I know that's human nature, but you know what, I've seen people who give worst 1st impressions but have great personalities.. We SHOULD definitely learn to not judge books by their cover.. it's such a common expression but how often do we actually follow this "rule".. haha. I realli got nothing to say, just becos someone has many friends of the opposite sex, that doesn't make one a flirt. I have to admire Grace for that.. Grace! must read ah.. haha, yeah.. u know people think she's a flirt, but I think she's just like me.. we make many friends of the opposite sex and all we get is people talking behind our backs, I admire her for ignoring all those people.
Ok, I'm kinda realli dizzy and I can't remember what I wanted to say.. maybe I got nothing left to say... anyways, I realli wanna thank those people who have taken so much time and effort to know me and yet not stereotype me... thanks
Here goes:
Shermaine,Zhi Zhong,Ruth,Michelle Xu,Shi Ling,those G2 peeps,Jazryl,J Oh,... I'm sure there's many more people who have taken the painstaking effort to know me.
Anyways, just wanna apologise to anyone I might have offended unknowinglly... and thank you Mr Tan Junxiang for being patient with me.. haha, I know you quite irritated with me recently rite? and maybe others who I might have irritated... Hey! if I dont talk rubbish, there wont be life.. that's my stand,I make the world a more lively place ya know?haha... Okay thats all, and people tag my board please? Very lonely when no one bloggies... :)
The world has always been perfect with all it's little imperfections here and there... which kinda makes it really painful.
You know, I believe my attitude is one the world should have, not to be arrogant or anything. I'm basically a sociable person who trusts people too easily (naive like what shermaine says)... I'm a naive SHIT,officially one. Everytime I make friends, I trust all of them so much, give them so much trust, but in the end.. all I get back in return is.. backstabbing, people talking behind my back, spreading rumours about me which are so untrue.. whats wrong with these people?
The biggest backstabbing bunch of people I've ever seen are those grp of 4girls in my school,they think they're so perfect, but everytime they talk and sneer behind the backs of others.I've officially been labelled a flirt/womaniser in school (correct me if I'm wrong?)... yeah
I actually cried a couple of nights ago, cause one of my friends found me irritating cause I asked her to help me out with a favour, guess what's the best part. She knew the answers to what I wanted to know but she just dint wanna tell me and she even blocked me on msn.. If she just tell me that she couldn't tell me what I wanted to know, it would make things so much simple... instead she tells me she dont know anything and she's couldn't be bothered to find out... *rolls eyes*
I realli got nothing much to say anymore, all I just hope for is to make friends with everyone, no enemies... to tell you the truth, I dont hate anyone... Not even anthony, the gang of four who backstab me,benjamin tan.. no one, yes... they dislike me, they can hate me, backstab me... I'll just get really pissed for a while, but you know what... they've never done anything bad to me,why should I hate them? The world would be so peaceful if every single one of us just learnt to make friends...
The world's just so screwed up, see... I make friends and people become so stereotype, yes I know that's human nature, but you know what, I've seen people who give worst 1st impressions but have great personalities.. We SHOULD definitely learn to not judge books by their cover.. it's such a common expression but how often do we actually follow this "rule".. haha. I realli got nothing to say, just becos someone has many friends of the opposite sex, that doesn't make one a flirt. I have to admire Grace for that.. Grace! must read ah.. haha, yeah.. u know people think she's a flirt, but I think she's just like me.. we make many friends of the opposite sex and all we get is people talking behind our backs, I admire her for ignoring all those people.
Ok, I'm kinda realli dizzy and I can't remember what I wanted to say.. maybe I got nothing left to say... anyways, I realli wanna thank those people who have taken so much time and effort to know me and yet not stereotype me... thanks
Here goes:
Shermaine,Zhi Zhong,Ruth,Michelle Xu,Shi Ling,those G2 peeps,Jazryl,J Oh,... I'm sure there's many more people who have taken the painstaking effort to know me.
Anyways, just wanna apologise to anyone I might have offended unknowinglly... and thank you Mr Tan Junxiang for being patient with me.. haha, I know you quite irritated with me recently rite? and maybe others who I might have irritated... Hey! if I dont talk rubbish, there wont be life.. that's my stand,I make the world a more lively place ya know?haha... Okay thats all, and people tag my board please? Very lonely when no one bloggies... :)
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Hey hey... just here to blog a little bit i guess... the common test's coming up and i've only kinda studied physics(which is almost complete) and did my f maths tutorials which i rushed thru the 2nd wk of the holidays... still left with chemistry which is so gonna be a much much heavier load on me... *sigh*.. haha, but on a brighter side, i believe i can complete the syllabus in time i guess, perhaps just not ample time to practice all my subjects, so hopefully at least i'll be able to score straight Cs? I've never gotten more than an O for f maths but this time i'm more confident since i've been doing my tutorials much more faithfully than last year...
Oh yeah, did my CIP today.. which is gonna last for 2more days.It's some study camp thing to help the P6 students at pasir ris primary understand how to study better and have time management and mainly HAVE FUN!!! yeah. haha i got assigned duty of being in charge of one of the game stations, so i was practically slacking the whole time there except the periods where I had to take charge of the games, haha... everyone's so envious of that duty since you get to slack most of the time... ah wells, i got to say, playing these lil' kids can be real fun althou' they're like the biggest rascals eh? haha, but i'm sure we were all once like that? oh, the cute kids are also kinda sexist at their age still where they dun mix with the opposite sex, haha... it can be really cute seeing them seperate each other like the opposite sex has some disease or something... haha. ok, so the people in charge says the EM3 students are coming down tomorrow and they might create trouble all those kinda stuff... ah well, I wouldn't how true it could be till tomorrow... ok that's all I gotta blog for today. :D god bless ya all~
Oh yeah, did my CIP today.. which is gonna last for 2more days.It's some study camp thing to help the P6 students at pasir ris primary understand how to study better and have time management and mainly HAVE FUN!!! yeah. haha i got assigned duty of being in charge of one of the game stations, so i was practically slacking the whole time there except the periods where I had to take charge of the games, haha... everyone's so envious of that duty since you get to slack most of the time... ah wells, i got to say, playing these lil' kids can be real fun althou' they're like the biggest rascals eh? haha, but i'm sure we were all once like that? oh, the cute kids are also kinda sexist at their age still where they dun mix with the opposite sex, haha... it can be really cute seeing them seperate each other like the opposite sex has some disease or something... haha. ok, so the people in charge says the EM3 students are coming down tomorrow and they might create trouble all those kinda stuff... ah well, I wouldn't how true it could be till tomorrow... ok that's all I gotta blog for today. :D god bless ya all~
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Yoyo... wooo bummed the whole day.. slept at like 3am last night just to rush thru my stats tutorial 13/14 and I finished it!!!! so happy, but there's still 15 to rush thru before thursday.. hehe. so I'll be mugging thru my tutorials thru the nite again, perhaps sleep at 3am or later again, ah wells. I've been sleeping the whole day. celebrated my mum's b'day in the noon today! went to cafe cartel.. and I ordered the meat lovers, woo hooo...! chicken chop,pork chop and this gigantic sausage, yum yum.. I ordered the set one,after which i had 2brownies wif ice cream for dessert... gosh! was I stuffed or wat.. hmms... okies. after that went grocery shopping, or should I say fruit shopping with my grandma and mum. yups, thats about it for today cause I was just sleeping the rest of the time... haha! okies.. guys guys! please if u're reading this, please tag my board and tell me what you think about the new bloggie skin ya? =D
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
Yoyo peeps!!! sorry, have been just too lazy to blog, but will see whether i have the mood in future which i do right now. Anyways... syf is in like less than 2mths, the bowling a divisions is in like also less than 2months, pressure is kicking in. really hope i win something for bowling this year... i wanna prove it to michael wong man. damn backstabber... anyways haven't been studying this holidays, so lazy!!! crap, wasted one week, kinda.. have been busy with ccas and chalet all those crappy stuff, ah well! easter alive performance on may 2nd!!! very very fast... hope we do up a good performance. may's gonna be my busiest month this year... that's all folks. see ya and good night!
Friday, February 11, 2005
So long never update... dont know wat to update also.. :D ah wells. Have been busy with CCAs everyday during school from monday to saturday. and guess what? I qualified for Physics "S" Paper! WhooPee!!! but it ain't gonna be easy.. but must work hard for the S paper.. and the normal A level Paper. Yup yup... think I've been faithfully doing my maths tutorials also, so should be doing better this year I hope. hmmms..now cny, like so boring this year. Got nothing to do sia.. WHAT SIA!?!?! oh, had my road run last week I think, supposed to run 5km but I like ran half the distance and walked the other half. Got this really really bad stitch so had to stop. wasted la... ah wells! My faculty won overall champ! FAC D Rules! oh, yup. den went to buy CNY clothes with my darling!~ (SNOOPY!!!) *nods* got this really nice quicksilver jeans, one white quicksilver shirt and one op shirt. Wooo! was very tired when I got home. I think that's all, got nothing to do at home one... although I feel like swimming.. hmmz... *-)
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Yoyo!!! Have been doing so much stuff the past couple of weeks so I dint really have to time or I was just plain lazy to type. But I'm just gonna blog abit... heh. Yeap Yeap! I quit the kayaking team already and I joined choir!!! Choir ends on the 4th of May while kayaking ends in July? So that would give me so much more time to study. But I haven't been doing my tutorials cause I can't manage my time properly lately... I need to start setting up a timetable soon. Yeah!!! My bowling's still crappy... I dont know how to improve, need to do more drills I guess.. TPJC stands quite a high chance of winning. Whee!!! Hopefully we can... Yup Yup. That's about it. Most of the stuff that happened the last couple of weeks were the New Year's Eve party which was rather a solemn one and lots of school. Yeah, school starts and studying begins! I wish everyone good luck and have fun ya? :D Happy Belated New Year!!! Haha...
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