i jus suddenly remember sumthing. my old friend i lost contact with.. when he recieved his alvl results a couple of yrs back? he's 2yrs older than us.. i heard he dint do well EOF? shit man... suddenly i'm thinking bout it, haha i feel like i gonna tear. i really hope i do well for the a lvls man..
i feel like i've becum so stupid. so lousy at everything i'm doing... *sigh* , i just hope there's enough time to correct my wrongs. jus like the o's... and there's a saying that goes "once bitten,twice shy" how untrue that statement can be... but maybe to a certain extent. i've definitely worked quite consistently this yr.. and maybe 1/4 to 1/2 of last year.. so i believe i can do it!
i've always told myself this, "I'll rise up to the occasion" all marists can.you know, marists are damn smart, but there's a flaw to this... we're damn lazy. haha, just like tpjc, but tpjc's far off worse being more lazy. super lazy, c'mon man... our o lvls results can beat tjc anytime, that useless school... im' sure we can beat them. but we're just too darn friggin' lazy.. but why?
just about 1month more... to make my fmaths work out.. will i ever get a B for it at least? haha.. i'm still getting Fs though, but i hope i can do it. i know i can.. i gotta work hard for physics S paper too.. dont believe i can't do well in all these challenging subjects, isn't that the reason i took it in the first place?
anyways, i think i'm gonna be on full mugging schedule 1wk after the prelims end, it's gonna be jus like after the o lvls. good clean hard muggin all the way, 12hours a day. let's see how much i can take it man
AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING + SCHOLARSHIP = FOR ME! (AAAB + MERIT)