I remember how nothing seemed to worry us when we were young. All we had to do.. was just play, have fun and never be bothered by any matters of the heart. Nowadays,as you grow older, it seems too much to take, all these feelings twirling and swirling. Man, I had this feeling.. like so blardy moody. God knows why I feel this way...if everything could just stop being this way.. I wanna be happy.. I just wanna be happy and contented with everything. :(

I dont know if my legs getting better or it's the same now... zzz. This sucks. I wanna get well.. I wanna start running and swimming. I wanna be fit. I wanna feel good.. Man, I need to workout alot more..

I dont know what to do with my life.. Just hope I can move out of here and start somewhere new..

Sigh.. just chatted with one of my juniors. I can't help it.. everytime I just keep looking back. What if.. all the "What if I went here,did this etc. etc."

Firstly, what if I never dropped Higher Chinese.. I would have gotten to TJC, I'd most probably have gotten better grades,get a scholarship, go overseas, come back and have job stability.

So I went to TPJC and I had a what if... sigh. it should have never happened, i should have studied the last bit for my chemistry. it's over though. :S I got a C for chem. It seriously sucks, sigh... think I disappointed my tutor even more.

But to really look on the bright side, I'm doing a course which I'll definitely be interested in. But.. I really wanna go to London. Should I just apply to Imperial first? I really dont know.. someone, give me advice please.. :S

My leg hurts like crap.. I realli hope it's just a strain/sprain just as the doctor said.. :(
I dont wanna go into operation again.. but this time it's the hamstring tt hurts.. I need an MRI scan or something.. dear lord.. please please.