everyone's "falling in love" ... geesh please. it's like.. i know so many people who jus break up, or they've liked someone for very long.
but the other party doesn't return the feelings, and den.. suddenly they have a new stead out of nowhere? like please... stop lying to yourselves. you know, love's so screwed up in this way, people lie to themselves... jus becos u suddenly feel an empty void inside your heart.. your feelings are jus more fragile, and u take them to be true. i realli duno wat to say, but this tells me even more that i shouldnt be like that. its realli so god-darn pathetic.
anyways just a short post eh? got nothing much to say anyways. hmmms, haven't been studying the whole wkend.. have been slacking. so i gotta mug thru stats and mechs today.. haha and tml! or i'm screwed big time. realli hoping the fmaths paper2 can pull me up to a pass for Fmaths, i'll be the happiest guy alive.. :D okies... study study! final burst for now! HARD TEN! haha... den we shall go CLUBBING this thursday.. and maybe friday, i think i'm so gonna get super high and dance like a freak manzzz.lol. after that it's 1wk break and hardcore mugging. mug jus like the o levels baby.. yeah yeah. den hopefully i'll not be careless and do well for my A levels.
oh, my tag board's screwed again eh? stupid host.. sumthing wrong with their tag board everytime.. blah!
Monday, September 19, 2005
Saturday, September 17, 2005
i jus suddenly remember sumthing. my old friend i lost contact with.. when he recieved his alvl results a couple of yrs back? he's 2yrs older than us.. i heard he dint do well EOF? shit man... suddenly i'm thinking bout it, haha i feel like i gonna tear. i really hope i do well for the a lvls man..
i feel like i've becum so stupid. so lousy at everything i'm doing... *sigh* , i just hope there's enough time to correct my wrongs. jus like the o's... and there's a saying that goes "once bitten,twice shy" how untrue that statement can be... but maybe to a certain extent. i've definitely worked quite consistently this yr.. and maybe 1/4 to 1/2 of last year.. so i believe i can do it!
i've always told myself this, "I'll rise up to the occasion" all marists can.you know, marists are damn smart, but there's a flaw to this... we're damn lazy. haha, just like tpjc, but tpjc's far off worse being more lazy. super lazy, c'mon man... our o lvls results can beat tjc anytime, that useless school... im' sure we can beat them. but we're just too darn friggin' lazy.. but why?
just about 1month more... to make my fmaths work out.. will i ever get a B for it at least? haha.. i'm still getting Fs though, but i hope i can do it. i know i can.. i gotta work hard for physics S paper too.. dont believe i can't do well in all these challenging subjects, isn't that the reason i took it in the first place?
anyways, i think i'm gonna be on full mugging schedule 1wk after the prelims end, it's gonna be jus like after the o lvls. good clean hard muggin all the way, 12hours a day. let's see how much i can take it man
AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING + SCHOLARSHIP = FOR ME! (AAAB + MERIT)
i feel like i've becum so stupid. so lousy at everything i'm doing... *sigh* , i just hope there's enough time to correct my wrongs. jus like the o's... and there's a saying that goes "once bitten,twice shy" how untrue that statement can be... but maybe to a certain extent. i've definitely worked quite consistently this yr.. and maybe 1/4 to 1/2 of last year.. so i believe i can do it!
i've always told myself this, "I'll rise up to the occasion" all marists can.you know, marists are damn smart, but there's a flaw to this... we're damn lazy. haha, just like tpjc, but tpjc's far off worse being more lazy. super lazy, c'mon man... our o lvls results can beat tjc anytime, that useless school... im' sure we can beat them. but we're just too darn friggin' lazy.. but why?
just about 1month more... to make my fmaths work out.. will i ever get a B for it at least? haha.. i'm still getting Fs though, but i hope i can do it. i know i can.. i gotta work hard for physics S paper too.. dont believe i can't do well in all these challenging subjects, isn't that the reason i took it in the first place?
anyways, i think i'm gonna be on full mugging schedule 1wk after the prelims end, it's gonna be jus like after the o lvls. good clean hard muggin all the way, 12hours a day. let's see how much i can take it man
AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING + SCHOLARSHIP = FOR ME! (AAAB + MERIT)
Monday, September 12, 2005
let's face it, the school sucks, and whichever school you go to DOES affect your results though teachers tell you they dont.
my physics has dropped from a standard of A1 to a PASS.
i've turned from MUGGER to SLACKER.
i realli dun know what to say... this is all i got to say, it's like.. geesh. oh guess what, i counted the number of papers, and i have 9 out of 12papers this week? which f-ed up actually gives you 9papers in 1week!?!?! ok, let's put it this way, we're supposed to be simulating the A' levels at this point of time, but guess what... this is no way, cramming up the papers and all. you just want the friggin' students to fail.
oh, and the principal,was gladly boasting to our batch that 125students last year had 2A's or more? excuse, that's less than 20%, top jc's are aiming for 100% students with straight A's, and look at her.. being so happy with nothing in comparision with what the other schools are aiming for. the school's real motto should just be " aim & never achieve ", face it people. if you gonna say you love the school, think again. have you ever wondered why you became so slack, or you HAVE BECOME such a slacker in this school? it's the environment,most but not all the teachers leave to practically LEARN INDEPENDENTLY or should i put it another way, they give a beeswax about you. geesh, i can't even do simple A level questions u know that? how am i supposed to score? how am i supposed to get to where i want to? haiz.. i'm just so disappointed and i feel so hopeless, excuse me.. if you gonna think i'm dumb. for your information, i'm in the top 25% of the school cohort and i'm already feeling this crappy? it's either the students who are doing worse than me are either 1. can't be bothered 2. jus plain fucking dumb 3. they're damn rich so they can fail their A'levels and still go to an overseas university. i feel so darn helpless, i've been trained to study so damn hard in secondary school.. i miss the way things were ya know, i dont even know what the future holds for me anymore. if only i can achieve wat i've aimed for... god bless me. i swear i'll mug like a dog like what j oh says after the prelims. i've got no choice... i swear i'm taking back what's mine. STRAIGHT As FUCK!
my physics has dropped from a standard of A1 to a PASS.
i've turned from MUGGER to SLACKER.
i realli dun know what to say... this is all i got to say, it's like.. geesh. oh guess what, i counted the number of papers, and i have 9 out of 12papers this week? which f-ed up actually gives you 9papers in 1week!?!?! ok, let's put it this way, we're supposed to be simulating the A' levels at this point of time, but guess what... this is no way, cramming up the papers and all. you just want the friggin' students to fail.
oh, and the principal,was gladly boasting to our batch that 125students last year had 2A's or more? excuse, that's less than 20%, top jc's are aiming for 100% students with straight A's, and look at her.. being so happy with nothing in comparision with what the other schools are aiming for. the school's real motto should just be " aim & never achieve ", face it people. if you gonna say you love the school, think again. have you ever wondered why you became so slack, or you HAVE BECOME such a slacker in this school? it's the environment,most but not all the teachers leave to practically LEARN INDEPENDENTLY or should i put it another way, they give a beeswax about you. geesh, i can't even do simple A level questions u know that? how am i supposed to score? how am i supposed to get to where i want to? haiz.. i'm just so disappointed and i feel so hopeless, excuse me.. if you gonna think i'm dumb. for your information, i'm in the top 25% of the school cohort and i'm already feeling this crappy? it's either the students who are doing worse than me are either 1. can't be bothered 2. jus plain fucking dumb 3. they're damn rich so they can fail their A'levels and still go to an overseas university. i feel so darn helpless, i've been trained to study so damn hard in secondary school.. i miss the way things were ya know, i dont even know what the future holds for me anymore. if only i can achieve wat i've aimed for... god bless me. i swear i'll mug like a dog like what j oh says after the prelims. i've got no choice... i swear i'm taking back what's mine. STRAIGHT As FUCK!
Friday, September 09, 2005
yeah yeah.. i did quite alot of studyin this morning. proud of myself,though its not enough since i'm behind time.
okies,tml is my last day at the old folks home.. finally. not that its been a rather mundane or anything. hmms, it's just that i can finally use the last 3days to immerse myself in a deep concentrated solution of studying. yups.. gonna be full mugging.. hopefully i can do well for the prelims.. and the A's of course.. :P
hmmms. now now.. i got nothing much to say.. guess that's my entry for now. for today. yeah... i miss clubbing.. ahh! can party next week i think? haha.. since my papers end on the following wednesday, but there's only 2papers left out of.. lemme think.. 10papers? during the following week.. crazy school. haha. okies.. taggie my board peeps.. this board nice nice? =D
okies,tml is my last day at the old folks home.. finally. not that its been a rather mundane or anything. hmms, it's just that i can finally use the last 3days to immerse myself in a deep concentrated solution of studying. yups.. gonna be full mugging.. hopefully i can do well for the prelims.. and the A's of course.. :P
hmmms. now now.. i got nothing much to say.. guess that's my entry for now. for today. yeah... i miss clubbing.. ahh! can party next week i think? haha.. since my papers end on the following wednesday, but there's only 2papers left out of.. lemme think.. 10papers? during the following week.. crazy school. haha. okies.. taggie my board peeps.. this board nice nice? =D
Monday, September 05, 2005
"Super Trouper"
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
I was sick and tired of everything
When I called you last night from Glasgow
All I do is eat and sleep and sing
Wishing every show was the last show
(Wishing every show was the last show)
So imagine I was glad to hear you're coming
(Glad to hear you're coming)
Suddenly I feel all right
(And suddenly it's gonna be)
And it's gonna be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
Facing twenty thousand of your friends
How can anyone be so lonely
Part of a success that never ends
Still I'm thinking about you only
(Still I'm thinking about you only)
There are moments when I think I'm going crazy
(Think I'm going crazy)
But it's gonna be alright
(You'll soon be changing everything)
Everything will be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
So I'll be there when you arrive
The sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive
And when you take me in your arms
And hold me tight
I know it's gonna mean so much tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
{repeat and fade}
im' sure it was spelt as super trooper.. haha... ah wells. tt's funny, but who cares... this song has been ringing in my head the whole day.. or the past few for the matter of that. haha... heard it during the mjc choir concert, quite nice.. gots to say mj sang quite well.. :) lalala... okies. off to study now. haha.. no choice eh? :)
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
Like I always do
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
I was sick and tired of everything
When I called you last night from Glasgow
All I do is eat and sleep and sing
Wishing every show was the last show
(Wishing every show was the last show)
So imagine I was glad to hear you're coming
(Glad to hear you're coming)
Suddenly I feel all right
(And suddenly it's gonna be)
And it's gonna be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
Facing twenty thousand of your friends
How can anyone be so lonely
Part of a success that never ends
Still I'm thinking about you only
(Still I'm thinking about you only)
There are moments when I think I'm going crazy
(Think I'm going crazy)
But it's gonna be alright
(You'll soon be changing everything)
Everything will be so different
When I'm on the stage tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
So I'll be there when you arrive
The sight of you will prove to me I'm still alive
And when you take me in your arms
And hold me tight
I know it's gonna mean so much tonight
Tonight the
Super Trouper lights are gonna find me
Shining like the sun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Smiling, having fun
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Feeling like a number one
Tonight the
Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me
But I won't feel blue
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
Like I always do
(Sup-p-per Troup-p-per)
'Cause somewhere in the crowd there's you
{repeat and fade}
im' sure it was spelt as super trooper.. haha... ah wells. tt's funny, but who cares... this song has been ringing in my head the whole day.. or the past few for the matter of that. haha... heard it during the mjc choir concert, quite nice.. gots to say mj sang quite well.. :) lalala... okies. off to study now. haha.. no choice eh? :)
Sunday, September 04, 2005
wooo.. i have 38posts oredi.. 39including this one. amazing, although those daily bloggers would be far far in front of me.. haha
i gots to say, my stay at the old folks' home has been very entertaining and enjoyable.. about 18hours left to do for me.. yups. :D althou i hope i can get over and done with it since i wanna really study. ah wells. shld finish early next wk so i can meet my t'chers if there is a need to for consultation
i'm disappointed... jus thinkin bout someone. its funny, friendship that is, i duno. my friend used to sms me everyday.. that was very thoughtful dont u think? such a nice friend.. someone i was hoping to be able to confide in. but sad to say after awhile my friend just stopped even messaging me online, and sms-ing of course. the reason? simple, my friend found someone new already... geesh. it's like.. i duno man, i feel kinda used. i was like just someone to fill an empty void temporarily or someone to find when u're just bored...i am quite hurt. ah wells..i shall try to forget about it. *pissed* *disappointed*
her birthday's coming soon.. someone special.. i hope.. haha :)
i gots to say, my stay at the old folks' home has been very entertaining and enjoyable.. about 18hours left to do for me.. yups. :D althou i hope i can get over and done with it since i wanna really study. ah wells. shld finish early next wk so i can meet my t'chers if there is a need to for consultation
i'm disappointed... jus thinkin bout someone. its funny, friendship that is, i duno. my friend used to sms me everyday.. that was very thoughtful dont u think? such a nice friend.. someone i was hoping to be able to confide in. but sad to say after awhile my friend just stopped even messaging me online, and sms-ing of course. the reason? simple, my friend found someone new already... geesh. it's like.. i duno man, i feel kinda used. i was like just someone to fill an empty void temporarily or someone to find when u're just bored...i am quite hurt. ah wells..i shall try to forget about it. *pissed* *disappointed*
her birthday's coming soon.. someone special.. i hope.. haha :)
Friday, September 02, 2005
okies.. been to old folks' home for the last couple of days, 27.5 hours of cip left for me to complete.. haha.. hmms nothing much to say
maybe i haven't been studying as hard as i would like for the past week? i'm so slack la.. keep sitting in front of the comp and jus idling, i realli shld kick my own ass if i could.. haha. ah wells, at least i studied this morning.. i did quite a bit and i'm proud of myself.. gonna study much much more later though. need to.. force myself to... :D
okies, my experience at the old folks' home is jus fantastic, i'm having quite alot of fun, despite suffering from backaches due to households chores i had to do. haha. had so much more interaction with them today.. and i got to say, old folk's can behave jus like us.. trust me. haha. man.. i mean there's so much things for my to say... jus too much, i'll jus leave it for my service learning journal eh? haha.. maybe den i'll jus copy paste it into one of bloggie entries and post it. *yawn*
hmms, im' like really starving right now. oh ya.. if i forget! MAHJONG with the old folks' tomorrow.. haha. they're all so excited la can.. haha. :D i shall go get dinner now and study! bye peeps~!
P.S i dont think anyone's reading my bloggie.. haha. ah wells...
maybe i haven't been studying as hard as i would like for the past week? i'm so slack la.. keep sitting in front of the comp and jus idling, i realli shld kick my own ass if i could.. haha. ah wells, at least i studied this morning.. i did quite a bit and i'm proud of myself.. gonna study much much more later though. need to.. force myself to... :D
okies, my experience at the old folks' home is jus fantastic, i'm having quite alot of fun, despite suffering from backaches due to households chores i had to do. haha. had so much more interaction with them today.. and i got to say, old folk's can behave jus like us.. trust me. haha. man.. i mean there's so much things for my to say... jus too much, i'll jus leave it for my service learning journal eh? haha.. maybe den i'll jus copy paste it into one of bloggie entries and post it. *yawn*
hmms, im' like really starving right now. oh ya.. if i forget! MAHJONG with the old folks' tomorrow.. haha. they're all so excited la can.. haha. :D i shall go get dinner now and study! bye peeps~!
P.S i dont think anyone's reading my bloggie.. haha. ah wells...
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