let's face it, the school sucks, and whichever school you go to DOES affect your results though teachers tell you they dont.

my physics has dropped from a standard of A1 to a PASS.
i've turned from MUGGER to SLACKER.

i realli dun know what to say... this is all i got to say, it's like.. geesh. oh guess what, i counted the number of papers, and i have 9 out of 12papers this week? which f-ed up actually gives you 9papers in 1week!?!?! ok, let's put it this way, we're supposed to be simulating the A' levels at this point of time, but guess what... this is no way, cramming up the papers and all. you just want the friggin' students to fail.

oh, and the principal,was gladly boasting to our batch that 125students last year had 2A's or more? excuse, that's less than 20%, top jc's are aiming for 100% students with straight A's, and look at her.. being so happy with nothing in comparision with what the other schools are aiming for. the school's real motto should just be " aim & never achieve ", face it people. if you gonna say you love the school, think again. have you ever wondered why you became so slack, or you HAVE BECOME such a slacker in this school? it's the environment,most but not all the teachers leave to practically LEARN INDEPENDENTLY or should i put it another way, they give a beeswax about you. geesh, i can't even do simple A level questions u know that? how am i supposed to score? how am i supposed to get to where i want to? haiz.. i'm just so disappointed and i feel so hopeless, excuse me.. if you gonna think i'm dumb. for your information, i'm in the top 25% of the school cohort and i'm already feeling this crappy? it's either the students who are doing worse than me are either 1. can't be bothered 2. jus plain fucking dumb 3. they're damn rich so they can fail their A'levels and still go to an overseas university. i feel so darn helpless, i've been trained to study so damn hard in secondary school.. i miss the way things were ya know, i dont even know what the future holds for me anymore. if only i can achieve wat i've aimed for... god bless me. i swear i'll mug like a dog like what j oh says after the prelims. i've got no choice... i swear i'm taking back what's mine. STRAIGHT As FUCK!