I remember how nothing seemed to worry us when we were young. All we had to do.. was just play, have fun and never be bothered by any matters of the heart. Nowadays,as you grow older, it seems too much to take, all these feelings twirling and swirling. Man, I had this feeling.. like so blardy moody. God knows why I feel this way...if everything could just stop being this way.. I wanna be happy.. I just wanna be happy and contented with everything. :(

I dont know if my legs getting better or it's the same now... zzz. This sucks. I wanna get well.. I wanna start running and swimming. I wanna be fit. I wanna feel good.. Man, I need to workout alot more..

I dont know what to do with my life.. Just hope I can move out of here and start somewhere new..

Sigh.. just chatted with one of my juniors. I can't help it.. everytime I just keep looking back. What if.. all the "What if I went here,did this etc. etc."

Firstly, what if I never dropped Higher Chinese.. I would have gotten to TJC, I'd most probably have gotten better grades,get a scholarship, go overseas, come back and have job stability.

So I went to TPJC and I had a what if... sigh. it should have never happened, i should have studied the last bit for my chemistry. it's over though. :S I got a C for chem. It seriously sucks, sigh... think I disappointed my tutor even more.

But to really look on the bright side, I'm doing a course which I'll definitely be interested in. But.. I really wanna go to London. Should I just apply to Imperial first? I really dont know.. someone, give me advice please.. :S

My leg hurts like crap.. I realli hope it's just a strain/sprain just as the doctor said.. :(
I dont wanna go into operation again.. but this time it's the hamstring tt hurts.. I need an MRI scan or something.. dear lord.. please please.

This sucks.
Zzz... I dont even know what to talk about on this blog.. haha. Anyways, cos of the damn army, I tore my ligament.. why?

I joined rugby earlier this year.. and some asshole step on my leg but it was nothing then as I went to SGH A&E and the doctor said it was nothing but just a sprained.. even my camp Medical Officer(MO) examined my leg and said there was nothing wrong. I was forced into marching for SAF day and NDP which of course I so not regret doing cause I dont need to see my boss' lousy face. Anyways.. somewhere between marching training and 1 Armour Road Relay Training I tore my damn ligament.. so after NDP I went for my operation.. and I'm officially on MC till 31Oct.. which means just in time for my ORD which I'm so damn bloody happy for. I really regret being an officer. Anyone reading this post,and if u're in god damn OCS, please think a trillion times before you wanna become an officer. I seriously regret it.

S O L T I T U D E... bloody hell. I feel so lonely and left in a corner of my own. I know people block me on msn and all.. it's just.. I dont know.. haha. I just wanna chat with someone and people ignore me.. :( Sigh...

Anyways.. ZoukOut's coming and I can't wait for it.. Armin Van Buuren's coming to Singapore, I really do hope I can get a picture with him.. oOo.. and of course his autograph. Ah wells... I dont really have much to chat about. Zzz :(