Hey Hey! It's the weekend already so faaaasstttt.... and I'm still thinking about her. But I'm learning to take my time, slow and steady wins de race yah? haha...
Okies, tomorrow is a full day of singing again. Have wedding to sing for in the morning, after that we have bass sectionals, den practice for evening mass and after mass a prayer session. Wooo, so basically I'll be out the whole day tomorrow.. no chance to use the computer eh? Haha..
Oh yeah, I had a talk with one of the guys in charge today about my attachment being very dull and what I expected it not to be. So he gave a rather long talk over everything and he told me to keep an open mind. Hmmmzzz... oh well, I guess I'll try to take his advice! So right now, next monday, I'll try working on the project that's due in 2weeks time that needs to be presented. ( Geesh! Like Project Work!!! ) haha... Okies, that's all for today I guess.. Oh one last thing, I got a haircut! Finally!!!

Hey! Long time never update.. have been busy with my attachment programme,or i should i say not busy. I signed up for some attachment with local research institutes under some MOE thingy and i got it. So we're supposed to conduct research but what do I get?!?! I sit down everyday in front of the computer not doing anything. I'm supposed to update their books, I've finished my part of the job. I really this ends quickly... I cant take it anymore.

I thought I had forgotten her, but I still love her. It's been more than 1year that I left my ex. But I've been given a sign or something... I just dont understand. I woke up one day after having a dream about her... that she has always been in my heart. Just a hidden fact. I've tried getting her back once but she rejected, now when I have my chance... I'm screwing it up. I dont know, I really wanna let her have all the time and tell me when she's ready... But I'm pushing her and myself too fast.. I cant control these emotions that are so strong that live for her. But right now, I can only remind myself that we have to go slow.. at least me. And what she wants right now is to start from friends.. I don't know whether she will be my christmas dream this year, but i really hope so. That's all I want in my life, I have regretted too much, lied too myself, had too many infatuations. My straight-forwardness has just been causing me to hurt myself time and again this year... I just hope things can go back to what they were in the past. With her.... Bowling well... studying well... I think it's just her...

Wooo... Slept till 6pm today since I have been talking to someone on the phone until 2am for the past four nights. But was also very sleepy since I had a long day, had training.. went out then went for church! Sang sang sang! I love singing... yeah.. hehe! So i reached home around 11pm. Oh yeah, I ate this japanese ramen yesterday "Super Spicy Ramen", I could take the taste but my stomach couldn't so I had to go to the toilet for like half hour :S but felt better after that.

So today, ate my mum's cooking "Soto Ayam", some indonesian recipe she has anyway. It was okay.. and the release of episode 117 of the one piece anime was released finally after a long period of waiting. So i downloaded it went to sleep and watched it after that. Was quite okay, as usual these shows leave u suspense at the end so I'll have to wait till the next episode to find out what happens. Tomorrow's Hari Raya Puasa, wanted to bowl but the rates too expensive. But I might be going for a mass for all church choirs in Singapore celebrated by the Arch-Bishop, I wonder how the singing would sound tomorrow.. hmmm. Okay. That's all for today. :D

Hello! Long time no blog.. haha, just remembered I had a blog but dont know why I'm blogging... super bored I guess... so sad sylvester dint get kicked out of Singapore Idol.
Anyways, went bowling this morning, met 2 of my bowling-mates to bowl! But hit an average of 150 over 5games, not going to win anything with this kinda score. Just hope that once my self-training intensifies and I try hard I can beat TemasekJC at least. I'm not gonna allow them to win anything.
After that went to eat at long john silver's at tampines and chatted with da peeps. Yeah, den i had to rush home and go off to CMPB(central manpower base) which was like at redhill!?!?! Just to defer my army enlistment cause I missed the online exercise... and I went there to click the mouse a couple of times!?! What a waste of time, oh wells... after that nap nap den watch tv n ate dinner.
Okay, that's it, tomorrow still got training... DragonBoat... but got running! FUN! so long.