The Perfect World With All Its Imperfections

First time I'm gonna display a topic... it's been really long since I blogged, and I've so wanted to do the past few days...

The world has always been perfect with all it's little imperfections here and there... which kinda makes it really painful.
You know, I believe my attitude is one the world should have, not to be arrogant or anything. I'm basically a sociable person who trusts people too easily (naive like what shermaine says)... I'm a naive SHIT,officially one. Everytime I make friends, I trust all of them so much, give them so much trust, but in the end.. all I get back in return is.. backstabbing, people talking behind my back, spreading rumours about me which are so untrue.. whats wrong with these people?
The biggest backstabbing bunch of people I've ever seen are those grp of 4girls in my school,they think they're so perfect, but everytime they talk and sneer behind the backs of others.I've officially been labelled a flirt/womaniser in school (correct me if I'm wrong?)... yeah
I actually cried a couple of nights ago, cause one of my friends found me irritating cause I asked her to help me out with a favour, guess what's the best part. She knew the answers to what I wanted to know but she just dint wanna tell me and she even blocked me on msn.. If she just tell me that she couldn't tell me what I wanted to know, it would make things so much simple... instead she tells me she dont know anything and she's couldn't be bothered to find out... *rolls eyes*
I realli got nothing much to say anymore, all I just hope for is to make friends with everyone, no enemies... to tell you the truth, I dont hate anyone... Not even anthony, the gang of four who backstab me,benjamin tan.. no one, yes... they dislike me, they can hate me, backstab me... I'll just get really pissed for a while, but you know what... they've never done anything bad to me,why should I hate them? The world would be so peaceful if every single one of us just learnt to make friends...
The world's just so screwed up, see... I make friends and people become so stereotype, yes I know that's human nature, but you know what, I've seen people who give worst 1st impressions but have great personalities.. We SHOULD definitely learn to not judge books by their cover.. it's such a common expression but how often do we actually follow this "rule".. haha. I realli got nothing to say, just becos someone has many friends of the opposite sex, that doesn't make one a flirt. I have to admire Grace for that.. Grace! must read ah.. haha, yeah.. u know people think she's a flirt, but I think she's just like me.. we make many friends of the opposite sex and all we get is people talking behind our backs, I admire her for ignoring all those people.
Ok, I'm kinda realli dizzy and I can't remember what I wanted to say.. maybe I got nothing left to say... anyways, I realli wanna thank those people who have taken so much time and effort to know me and yet not stereotype me... thanks

Here goes:
Shermaine,Zhi Zhong,Ruth,Michelle Xu,Shi Ling,those G2 peeps,Jazryl,J Oh,... I'm sure there's many more people who have taken the painstaking effort to know me.

Anyways, just wanna apologise to anyone I might have offended unknowinglly... and thank you Mr Tan Junxiang for being patient with me.. haha, I know you quite irritated with me recently rite? and maybe others who I might have irritated... Hey! if I dont talk rubbish, there wont be life.. that's my stand,I make the world a more lively place ya know?haha... Okay thats all, and people tag my board please? Very lonely when no one bloggies... :)