Okies, it almost once week since I last blogged. sorry for the wait whoever reads this blog. - 17days still my enlistment.. :S

Friday - slacked the whole day and it was so sore from gym the day before, I couldn't straighten my arms cause it was really sore.. haha,but yeah.. at least know that I did what I wanted to(more than actually).After which, I just did nothing at home but tried to call people to go clubbing at attica, but nobody wanted so argh heck it. was really getting cheesed off.. you know? always asking people out and they dont wanna go where you want to go anyways. yeah, a group of them wanted to go to cocco latte and that place has given me a very lousy impression so yeah.. dint wanna go there. So in the end, I ended up at DXO, Eunice had some vip entries or something which could bring people in for free. Initially, there was some performance due to their opening of god knows what... So we went in late cause we had to wait for Kimberly. but ah wells, so I only caught this group of guys breakdancing... initially it was really exciting but after awhile it just got pretty dull as they were just performing the same moves over and over again(swear I could have slept if they went any longer!)Okies, so after that the dance floor was open... and I got to say, the poly people that were clubbing there were just soooo not enthusiastic? After about an hour or so of dancing, everyone just started leaving the dance floor.. soon enough, the DJ was playing his music, but there wasn't anyone dancing.. what a crowd!?! seriously.. geesh. Okies, so after that, the guys decided to go to cocco latte and I was like "what the heck?! just go.."(since a couple of them had VIP passes so they could sign us in for free), Eunice and Kim went home after the DXO thingy. Yups, the crowd at cocco latte was sooo much better than the DXO one. Stupid Alan tried pushing me to this girl.. haha, but when I saw her face, was really scary cause she resembled someone so I just couldnt dance with her right? :)
After that,the whole group of us just sat down at Simpang Bedok and just ate and talked loadsa crap.. always happens when Alex is around anyway.. haha. After that I just walked home.. took about 30mins.. and snoozed through.. haha.

Saturday - slacked as usual after which just went to church for mass. After mass, called Darren Leong.. asked him where he was... so me n Nick just sat down and talked to Darren for a really long time, after that we decided to just go to choir(at least I persuaded Nick to anyways.. haha).. So we went in G2 was just singing one of the christmas carols we have been singing for years.. and when we joined along, Duane went "Basses, tone down." haha.. I was like.. Wooh, not bad.. we're still quite power. Yeah, but the choir attendance was really terrible... I think my toes and fingers could count the number of people present that night. Went for prayer meet after that,they were screening this cartoon of some goat that felt useless... and the camel told them a story of some crippled lamb that felt useless and God forgotten him. So what happened? God did give him a place on this planet, that was to provide warmth for Jesus when he was born while the whole flock was at the new pasture feeding on the grass.
After which we had a sharing session(usual usual), okies.. so what did I learn? we had to identify our "crippled-nesses" in life.. and God will always bless us with more "crippled-nesses" as we move on in life.. the purposes of these is to help us play a part in one way or another..(God's plan. =D). No matter how demoralising our "crippled-nesses" are.. just remember, you will find the reason why God gave them to you. Just so much, could be a physical or a mental one.. so yup. be happy to blessed with them, despite not knowing what they are for, you would find out... Alvin told us he has been wearing specs since he was 8 I believe? and he found the purpose of it only more than 10years later... some razor flew into his face while he was working and it hit his specs and it just flew away.. cool eh? so that was the plan for his "crippled-ness", of course there are other stuff. but it was a sharing.. so I aint supposed to tell people.. keke! After that just had dinner with some of G2 den went home since I had a really bad tummyache.. heh. Snoozed as usual.. zZzz.

Sunday - wanted to go to the gym, but my mother was pms-ing as usual.. complaining and nagging about everything under the sun. She actually started screaming like some mental patient at one instance cause she was so stressed.. crazy one.. haha. Okies, so I just stayed at home till evening and went to the Esplanade and watched the Estonian Choir... haha, they were really good, but I just could not be impressed as more than half the time, they were just dancing? Yeah, so I couldn't really appreciate their singing since I dint have the chance too.. anyways, they're like some Hi-5 gang from Estonia, some company called the eTv(Estonian Television) sponsors them and they have their own series.. so ya, dancing and singing? sounds like Hi-5 right? haha.. yeah after that, met Darren Leong and some of the G2 people,watched them play bluff and bridge.. after that,we went to Marcus' house. Initially I was watching soccer/wrestling but got so bored of both.. haha. and the comp kept hanging so Darryl couldn't play DOTA with Marcus' brother.. Darryl then started played the electrical drums and the others play bridge, so I just used the comp and chatted on MSN.. haha. nothing better to do. went home around 1+ - 2am? yeahs...

Monday - did nothing except gym in the morning, oh oh... after that, went to market to take my instant passport photo and then to the post office to send a mail of documents containing my photocopied testimonials and whatever certificates I achieved that were important. What were they for? I decided to apply for the DSTA scholarship, so I sent in my resume via the internet on Sunday? I had to type an essay of 400words in 20mins, not that easy since you only had a few topics to choose from... so I chose one that asked me to state a talent/personal quality I had and how it'd help in the peace and progress of Singapore. haha.. not easy eh? yeah,procrastinated for a really long time before deciding to apply for the scholarship.. I guess it's better to try than not to. although I had to apply with my prelim results which is really sucky. Ah wells, hope hope... yeap. If it's successful, I believe I'll have to go for an interview in Jan... woo, that's the scary one.. should I like start reading on tons of engineering and science articles? keke... hope I dont get caught off guard during the interview.. not a very good impression. Guess that's all I did yesterday... dint do much after that...

Shall post more on today later on today or tomorrow.. heh. Anyways, should I go back to G2? I dont know.. ah wells, maybe.. but I think I should be singing for Christmas as usual.. oh, I recieved a mail from G2 yesterday.. so touching. It goes "You've been missed" on the cover.. and inside the "postcard" there were many people who wrote stuff asking me to go back and all.. yeaps. heh, interesting eh.. never see that happen in G2 before.. must have happened during the camp.. :) Okies, that's all for today. :P.. I mean now anyways