:-( I hate this feeling, it seems to always happen to me. I dint want you to know this time, but was I that obvious? *sigh* I really dont know what to do.. it's like losing a friend.. and geesh. I'm just too baffled for any words right now. Someone tell me what to do.. It's finally I decide to settle down... after so long. And this happens, I guess I'll just wait and see. Time will reveal itself. *sigh* *sigh* *sigh*... You're part of the reason as to why I came back.. and right now, I'm gonna leave again cause of the army. Just really wanna know you.. but.. okies. Never mind..

Might be clubbin tonight, although I really really really do not want to go. But I owe Derrick a favour and he's been my bro since sec2.. and ah wells.. I guess I'll just accompany him but I think I'll just be sitting around or something. No drinks, no dancing.. it aint my life no more. Clubbing's a facade that has faded away. The people are so fake, about 90% of those I've met are anyways. They lie to you to get what they want.. they make use of you... so, it's definitely not for me. Ah wells, at least I found out... though through the hard way..

Okies so I slacked the whole of yesterday, just went to Parkway to buy clothes from TopMan... bought 2tops, that's about it, forgot to buy my handphone batteries.. grr... Called Brenda and the rest.. all dint wanna meet up for dinner, though they watched King Kong. I was just too lazy to meet up with them.
Anyways, went to jog 5km today.. I'm really exhausted.. haha. I couldnt even run.. think I forgot to warm up one part of my body and oh man.. it just hurt real bad joggin.. but I think I walked quite a bit.. but jogged more definitely, should be jogging everyday since I'm enlisting next friday.. (sigh.. 8more days and some things just happen) Okies.... den did some push ups and pull ups.. after that, I couldnt even walk up the stairs...grr.. haha. Okies, that's all for today's entry, not much though.

Hopefully the New Year's Eve party goes all well..