Yo Peepz!~ *sigh* Last week of work... have been sleeping the whole day at work, played mahjong with some of the choir peeps yesterday until 4am. So now you know why I have been sleeping the whole day? haha...
Hmmm... now now, why did I sigh? Its just weird what human nature does to you, how your curiousity brings you one step furthur to getting more depressed in life. I was looking for Benjamin on friendster ( my ex's other ex )... hope that doesn't confuse you anyway. Took me pretty fast to find him, and when I checked out his profile, I saw her in one of his pic. Dammit.. I can't stand it, I'm trying all my best to forget her.. But I just have nothing to forget her. Yes I can forget about her and sing all day in church,at the end of the day,I'd just have some time to think about her again. Someone tell me why I can't forget her... I really want to,it hurts too much,I can't take this no more... I really miss her so much, what should I do, I don't know what anymore, I've tried to hard yet I failed time and again... Are we not meant to be? Or is it just some trials I have to get true.. A test set by GOD? I dont know, but I really have no idea what I should about her in life anymore. I've stopped messaging her already, but it isn't helping... It's getting worse... Please help me.. someone. All I can do right now is just to pray, but whose gonna lend me his/her shoulder when I really need it...
That's all guys... I'm just feeling very down right now, I'll try to post something brighter the next time I blog ya? Tata.. *sigh*